Ngokufuthi oko kubi kuyazifihla. Iyazikhanyela. Alibis ngokwayo. Iyazithethelela. Ide iphele ekuqondeni ngenxa yokuba ixhaphakile kangangokuba siye sifane neentlanzi eziluthatha lula ulwandle oluhlala lukho. Kodwa ngamanye amaxesha oko kubi kuyavakala. Jonga kum, kugquma. Ndilapha! Ewe mna! Ndibhiyozele!
Kumashumi eminyaka emva, ndabhala isiqwengana esichukumisayo ukuvakalisa ukoyikeka kolwandle olusoloko lukhanyelwa, lufihlwa, olungaxatyiswanga, nolusoloko luthatyathelwa indawo lobundlobongela obugqubayo kuthi. Ndisaziva ndifuna ukuyivuselela loo nto. Ngaba akunjalo? Kodwa ngoku enye imvakalelo indirhawuzelela. Luhlobo lokwandiswa kweyokuqala, ndiyacinga. Ke nali icandelo elikhulu lamashumi eminyaka ubudala malunga nolwandle lobundlobongela elalinesihloko esithi "Uloliwe Obulalayo." Emva koko, amanye amagama malunga nokwandiswa kwanamhlanje.
Masithi uthixo othile wadinwa koko thina bantu sikwenzayo omnye komnye waza wagqiba kwelokuba ukususela ngoJanuwari 1, 1991 ukusa phambili zonke izidumbu ezidalwe ngokungekho ngokwemvelo naphi na โkwihlabathi elikhululekileyoโ ziya kuyeka ukubola. Nabani na ofa ngenxa yokuswela ukutya okanye amayeza, nabani na oxhonywe okanye ogqwethiweyo de afe, ugalelwe ityhefu de wafa, udutyulwe okanye ubethwe wafa, udlwengulwe okanye udutyulwe ngebhombu de wafa, nabani na ofa ngokungekho sikweni nangokungenabuntu, njengesidumbu, uya kuzingisa ngaphandle kokubola. Kwaye isidumbu esisisigxina siya kuthi ngokuzenzekelayo singene kwinqwelo yenkomo ebiyelwe ngeglasi encanyathiselwe kuloliwe ohamba nge-ethereal onqumla e-US, ngokwelizwe, ungaze ume. Enye nganye izidumbu zazilayishwa kwiinqwelo zeenkomo kwaye emva kwewaka ngalinye lezidumbu ezifunjwe ngaphakathi, higgeldy piggeldy, imoto entsha yayiza kukhwela kwaye iqalise ukugcwala. Imayile emva kwekhilomitha uloliwe obulalayo uya kuqengqeleka, isidumbu ngasinye sijongwe ngeendonga zaso ezicacileyo, masithi izidumbu ezitsha ezingama-200 ngomzuzu, imoto enye entsha rhoqo ngemizuzu emihlanu, imini nobusuku, ngaphandle kokunqumama.
Ekupheleni kowe-1991, ngomhla wakhe wokuqala wokuzalwa, uloliwe obulalayo wayeza kuba neekhilomitha ezingama-2,000 20 ubude. Ukuhamba ngeemayile ezingama-2000 ngeyure kunokuthatha malunga neentsuku ezintlanu ukudlula nakweyiphi na indlela. Ngonyaka wama-XNUMX, kucingwa ukuba akukho tshintsho luphawulekayo kumaziko nakwindlela yokuziphatha okwexeshana, uloliwe okanye izidumbu zaziza kusuka elunxwemeni ziye elunxwemeni kangangezihlandlo ezisixhenxe. Bekuya kuthatha malunga neeveki ezintandathu ukusuka ngexesha injini yayo yadlula kwiSitatimende seNkululeko ukuya kuthi ga apho i-caboose yayiza kudlula khona, uthixo wayo othelekelelwayo usazibuza ukuba uluntu olulusizi nolulangazelelayo luya kuwufumana nini umyalezo.
Cinga ngendlela umntwana oselula awalatha ngayo maxa wambi kumfanekiso osencwadini okanye kwiphephancwadi aze acele ingcaciso, โNdixelele ngomthi? Inqwelo-mafutha? Isikhephe? Uloliwe? Uloliwe omkhulu? Uloliwe obulalayo?' Qhubeka, uphendule loo nto.
Ukuba izazi ngendalo zichanile ukuba esi sijikelezi-langa sisidalwa esinamandla amakhulu, azichanekanga ukuba ungcoliseko, inkunkuma enetyhefu, kunye nenye inkunkuma edalwe ngabantu yeyona ntsholongwane ibulalayo ihlaselayo. Mhlawumbi kungekudala, kodwa okwangoku, uloliwe obulalayo usembi kakhulu.
Cinga ngentlungu ephuma kwisikhumbuzo seMfazwe yaseVietnam esinamagama angama-50,000 eWashington, DC Khawufane ucinge ngethuba elilahlekileyo kunye nothando olulahlekileyo kunye nothungelwano lweempembelelo ezimbi eziphuma ekufeni ngokungeyomfuneko ezibalwe kweso sikhumbuzo. Ngoku cinga ngololiwe obulalayo osuka elunxwemeni ukuya elunxwemeni nasemva naphambili nasemva naphambili nasemva naphambili. Qwalasela ifuthe lalo, kungekuphela nje kwabo bakhweleyo, kodwa kuye wonke umntu ekwathi nasiphi na kwezo zidumbu sakha sathandwa okanye esasinokumthanda, sondla okanye ngesondle, samfundisa okanye esasiya kumfundisa.
Ngubani okhwela uloliwe obulalayo? Abemi behlabathi lesithathu, bathengisa ngamalungu abo ukuze bafumane ukutya, bathengise iintsana zabo ukuze basindise iintsapho zabo, ukubandezeleka kokunyamalala kunye nendlala. Ukuphepha iibhombu. Bahlala eBrazil, kwiiPhilippines, e-El Salvador naseNew York. Basingise kuloliwe wokubulala. Yonke imihla. Izigidi. Ngaba oku kubaxwa? Xa abantwana abazizigidi ezili-10 besifa minyaka le ngenxa yokuswela uncedo lwezonyango olusisiseko olunokuthi i-US ibonelele phantse ngaphandle kweendleko kumazwe ahluthwe yi-Exxon kunye neBhanki yaseMelika, yintoni onokuyibiza ngaphandle kokubulawa kwabantu abaninzi? Imizimba enezigulo ezidumbileyo ingamaxhoba okubulala kanye njengokuba imizimba enembumbulu iphoswa emilanjeni ngamaqela abulalayo. Ukulikhanyela iyeza akulolwaphulo-mthetho olungaphantsi kunokubonelela ngeentsimbi zokungcungcuthekisa, ubusela, okanye ibhombu yekhaphethi.
Indaleko inike abantu amandla okubona, ukucinga, ukuvakalelwa, ukucinga. Ngexesha lemfazwe-njengangoku [xa ndandibhala uloliwe obulalayo] eGulf-ukuba sivuselwa esenzweni siqala ukubona uloliwe wonke njengoko eqhubeka imini nemini. Xa oku kusenzeka, senze ntoni ngayo. Ngaba udandathekile? Ngaba uyagxeka? Ukhathazekile? Lila? Liphupha leArmagedon? Iphupha lokuziphindezela? Iphupha lobulungisa? Unikezela ngephetshana?
Nje ukuba siqale ukuyibona, sijongana njani nololiwe obulalayo? Inxalenye yam ithi ezi zenzo zolwaphulo-mthetho zimbi kakhulu, azinabuntu, kangangokuba abenzi bobubi bafanelwe kukufa. Uloliwe omncinci omncinci obulalayo wababulali kwaye akusekho loliwe mkhulu wokubulala kuye wonke umntu. Iliso lesigidi samehlo. Leliphi elinye inyathelo elenza ingqiqo?
Kodwa asiyondlela elisebenza ngayo ihlabathi. Abantu banikela imiyalelo, baphatha amazembe, babambe ukutya, kwaye bahlawule imivuzo elusizi, kodwa amaziko adala uxinzelelo oluxonxa aba bantu. Xa umhlaza weziko udla isigulana esingumntu, luhlobo luni lotyando olunokusiqhawula? Ngaba ubunzima bengcinezelo bunamandla kangangokuba akunakuze buphakanyiswe?
Ekuqaleni, ukuziqhelanisa noxanduva lwelizwe lethu kwizidumbu uthixo ocingelwayo obekwe emva kweendonga zeenqwelo zeenkomo ezicacileyo wenza ukuhambisa amaphecana, okanye ukuxoxisana ngoxolo nomntu osebenza naye, okanye ukubongoza isalamane ukuba sicinge kabini malunga nokuqalekisa amaxhoba, okanye ukuhlawula. iirhafu, okanye ukuya kuqhanqalazo, okanye ukuhlala, okanye ukwenza ukungathobeli kwabantu kubonakala kuyinto engento. Kodwa inyani yeyokuba, ezi zizenzo uthixo wentelekelelo, edinwe yindlela esiziphethe ngayo, ebenokuzibiza ukuba ebenokubukisa ngezidumbu 'zehlabathi elikhululekileyo' phantsi kwezo zitrato zethu ziphambili kuloliwe ohlekisayo wokubulala. Ezi zizenzo ezinokuthi ziqokelele zibe ngumlilo woqhanqalazo olunolwazi oluphakamisa iindleko zokufumana inzuzo kunye nokulawula phezulu kangangokuba amaziko avelisa ukuziphatha okunjalo aqale ukubopha.
'Uyalahlekelwa, ulahlekelwe, uphulukene, kwaye emva koko uphumelele.' Yonke ilahleko yinxalenye yenkqubo ekhokelela ekuguquleni amaziko ukuze kungabikho abantu ababi njengoHussein okanye uBush. Akusekho 'amaJamani alungileyo' okanye 'amaMerika alungileyo,' amaYuda atshisiweyo okanye abalimi abanqunyulwe iintloko.
Ndicinga ukuba isicatshulwa sikaloliwe sokubulala esibandakanyiweyo ngasentla siyaqhubeka sisebenza. Xa ndandibhala ngaphambili ekuqaleni kwesi sincoko ukuba ngoku ndiziva ndifuna ukongezwa mhlawumbi ubucinga ukuba ndithetha ukuba kufuneka ndiqaphele zonke ezongezelelweyo iimoto ezicacileyo eziya kongeza iminyaka yamva nje yokubulala, okanye mhlawumbi bendifuna ukuchaza ngoku ukubulawa kukathixo. uloliwe ixesha elide ngoku uza kunwebeka ujikeleze iplanethi yonke ngapha nangapha, hayi i-US kuphela Kodwa eneneni bendithetha ukuba kukho into ebonakala ngathi lutshintsho endifuna ukuluqaphela. Ugonyamelo luyekile ukuzama ukuzifihla. Isekho yonke indawo, ngoku ubundlobongela buhlala buzibhodloza. Iyakhala, jonga kum, undibhiyozele, njengoko ubandezelekayo kum.
Ukufudumala kwehlabathi kusebusweni bethu. Ioli, ioli, ioli, i-hooray. Ubundlobongela buhamba phambili kwaye buthi akusekho kutya kwaye kucinywe nombane wakho. Baleka, baleka, kodwa, hayi, awunandawo yokubalekela. Kwaye masiqhubhise uthuli kwizibhedlele zakho. Masivale amanzi akho. Siyayazi indlela yokujongana nabemi. Sebenzisa eyethu. Bulala owakho. Kwaye i-US, elona gunya linamandla, elona bhulu likhulu kubo bonke lithi, iibhola ezinkulu zomlilo uyamangalisa ngokwenene. Nantsi eminye imipu yokudubula. Nazi ezinye iibhombu ezinokudubula. Ngandlela zonke, balambe nabo. Kwaye ukuba nabani na uyasiphazamisa, nantsi inqanawa yethu, nazi iinqwelomoya zethu, nantsi imipu emikhulu ngokwenene. Sifumene umqolo wakho. Siyakutyhala phambili. Kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo abarhwebi bezixhobo balila ngovuyo. Kuba singabakhweli emfazweni. Sinqule.
Ke hayi, isidingo sam esitsha esongeziweyo ibingekokongeza ngakumbi malunga neemeko ezimbi ngokwazo. Uloliwe obulalayo walungisa loo nto, nangona ngoku ukonakala okuphambeneyo kokunyhashwa kwemekobume yobungxowankulu kusongela ukwenza lula umzamo kathixo ocingayo wokudala ingcebiso ecacileyo yenkathalo yezidalwa ukuba zijongwe kuba ulwaphulo-mthetho longxowankulu ngoku lusongela ukwenza iplanethi yonke ibe nguloliwe obulalayo kuthixo onjalo. bonisa abasemziniโฆ.
Kwaye imfuno yam yokwandiswa yayingeyondlela yokusabela nayo. Isidingo kunye nempumelelo yokuchasa amatsha ntliziyo esajongwa emva phaya sisasebenza ngoku.
Hayi, imvakalelo entsha eye yatyhala iminwe yam ukuba ndichwetheze esi sandiso sifutshane simalunga nendlela esiziqonda ngayo ukuze sithethe ngokunemveliso omnye komnye. Kubonakala ngathi ubungqina kunye nengqiqo ayonelanga. Enyanisweni, zibonakala zingonelanga nje kuphela, kodwa ngamanye amaxesha azifanelekanga. Kolu lwandiso, andikwazi kuzicaphula kumashumi ambalwa eminyaka adlulileyo kodwa ndingacaphula umbhali wenoveli obalaseleyo, uKurt Vonnegut, ukusukela kumashumi eminyaka eyadlulayo, owathi wabhala malunga nexesha langaphambili apho abantu babenezimvo eziphikisanayo ngokumangalisayo. kwisitya ngasinye somntu. Izifundo zakhe ngelo xesha zazifana, ndiyoyika, abantu abaninzi namhlanje. Njengathi senza isijwili izalamane ezingabemi okanye abajongelwa phantsi njengabafanayo abaye bawiswa ukuba babe zizidumbu emva kweendonga ezicacileyo kuloliwe obulalayo obulalayo kodwa kwangaxeshanye bavuyela ukutyhala inyambalala yezidumbu kuloliwe mnye ngokungathi oko kuya kwenza izinto zibe ngcono. Njengathi abathwaxwa ngamanzi anyukayo kunye namaqondo obushushu ayingozi enyuka kodwa ngaxeshanye sihlekisa ngomsindo oluhlaza kunye nobutshantliziyo. Njengathi sixhasa abaqhankqalazi kodwa sikhala ngentlalo-ntle nabaphambukeli. Kwaye ewe, ndiyazi ukuba ayinguye wonke umntu ogcina okulungileyo efakwe ngaphantsi kokubi okanye okubi ngaphantsi kokulungileyo. Sekunjalo, kum amazwi kaKurt Vonnegut, acatshulwe apha kwincwadi yakhe Ubusuku bukaMama, zixabisa indawo ethile. Wabhala wathi:
โAndizange ndiwubone umbonakaliso obalaseleyo wengqondo yobuzwilakhe, ingqondo enokuthi ifaniswe nenkqubo yezixhobo ezikhutshwa ngamazinyo nakancinci. Umatshini wokucinga onjalo owenziwe ngamazinyo, oqhutywa ngumgangatho okanye nokuba yi-libido ephantsi, ujikeleza nge-jerky, ingxolo, i-gaudy clockless clock ye-cuckoo eSihogweni.
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โInto eyothusayo ngengqondo yobuzwilakhe kukuba nasiphi na isixhobo esinikiweyo, nangona sicwiywe, siya kuba nolandelelwano olungaqhawukanga lwamazinyo alondolozwe ngokusulungekileyo, enziwe ngoomatshini ngokugqibeleleyo.
โKungoko iyiwotshi yecuckoo eSihogweni. Ukugcina ixesha elifanelekileyo lemizuzu esibhozo kunye nemizuzwana engamashumi amabini anesithathu, ukutsibela phambili imizuzu elishumi elinesine, ukugcina ixesha elifanelekileyo imizuzwana emithandathu, ukutsibela phambili imizuzwana emibini, ukugcina ixesha elifanelekileyo leeyure ezimbini kunye nomzuzwana omnye, emva koko utsibela phambili ngonyaka.
โKakade, amazinyo angekhoyo, alula, yinyaniso ecacileyo, iinyaniso ezikhoyo neziqondakalayo nakubantu abaneminyaka elishumi ubudala, kwiimeko ezininzi.
"Ukukhutshwa ngabom kwamazinyo egiya, ukwenza ngabom ngaphandle kwamaqhekeza olwazi olucacileyo yindlela (i-fascism) eyenzekayo. Le yeyona nto ikufutshane endinokuyifumana ekuvavanyeni imikhosi, izizwe zamageza endizibonileyo ngexesha lam. "
Ngokuqhekeka kwezixhobo kukhawulezisa macala onke ethu, kwaye nceda uqaphele, nangaphakathi kuthi, ndiyazibuza ukuba singazilungisa njani na iinyaniso ezilahlekileyo ngabom kwabanye nakuthi nathi. Lowo ngumbuzo ofuna ingqalelo enzulu.
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