In
giredhi yechipfumbamwe, ndakanyora algebra. Gore iroro, mudzidzisi wangu we algebra
vamwe vana vasere vomukirasi mangu, saka ini ndakanga ndisingadaro
mumwe chete. Nepo vamwe vese vakatamira kunyika yakaoma
ye theorems uye geometry, isu vapfumbamwe takanyanya kupusa
kunzwisisa zvikamu zviduku zvakapfava vakapiwa mukana wokutsungirira algebra
zvakare semester inotevera. Panguva ino chete yaive neimwe nzira
mudzidzisi akademba mashoko pasi zvakakwana kuti tiwane
zvakangokwana kuti tikwanise kuzadzisa zvinodiwa zvechikoro tiwane
vakapfuudzira kugiredhi raitevera kuti vagokwanisa kubvisa madhongi edu pavari
system panguva.
pashure
zvose, hazvina kunaka kuti chero sangano kuchengeta a
boka remashavi rakarembera kureba. Zvinhu zvakadaro
zvakanakisa zvakasiiwa kune fast-food yebasa chikamu kwavari njere dzedu
zvakanga zvakatemerwa.
munguva
gore rangu remasvomhu rakapusa, ndakapihwawo mazuva matatu mune chimwe chinhu
vakadaidza In School Suspension. Mudzidzisi wangu wesayenzi akanga achidzidzisa
kweanenge makore 100 uye sezviri pachena akanga akafinhwa nezvinhu. Iye
akanga atangawo kushora kwakasimba chero mudzidzi asina
kubuda munzira kuti agare achitsvoda mbongoro yake. Kunyangwe nguva yedu yekirasi
akarongerwa kuenda kweawa, aigara achipedza kuvhara
maminetsi makumi matatu uye akatipa hafu yeawa yekupedzisira ye "kudzidza
nguva,โ iyo yaingova imwe nzira yokuti arege kuva nayo
kudzidzisa kwenguva refu kupfuura yaidikanwa chose chose. Nguva yekudzidza kazhinji
yakapedzisira yashandiswa kubata nguva dzemasikati kana kutumira manotsi
shure uye mberi. Hauwanzoona chero munhu achidzidza panguva yekudzidza.
One
zuva ndakabuda kunze 15 maminetsi mangwanani apo vazhinji vese vaive
kuhope uye mudzidzisi wesainzi akavigwa mhuno mumwedzi iwoyo
nyaya ye Munda uye Kuyerera. Kunyange ndakanga ndisati ndamboita basa
tsinga yekusvetuka kubuda kare kare, kufinhwa kwakanyanya kwainge kwaguma
ndive kupfuura zvandingagona kutsungirira. Ndakanga ndisisina kana basa rechikoro
uye ndakaneta nekurara mukirasi, saka ndakafunga kuti chii gehena
uye yakasungwa kare.
The
Zuva rakatevera ndakaburitswa mukirasi yangu yekutanga yenguva nemumwe we
principal's flunkies. Zvakaitika kuti mudzidzisi wesainzi aive neimwe nzira
ndakaona kuti ndainge ndabuda mukirasi yake nekukurumidza ndikafunga kuti yapinda
zvinofarirwa nemunhu wese kana ndikaita hafu yevhiki
rehabilitation paIn School Suspension.
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kuva apo vaida kukuranga nokuda kweimwe mhosva isingakanganwiki,
chikoro chakaendesa dhongi rako kumba zvikanzi usadzoke kwakawanda
mazuva. Ndinofunga vaifunga kuti kunyadziswa kwekusaitwa
Kumwero wavo kwemazuva mashoma kwaiva chirango chakakwana
chero ani zvake aifanira kuvadzosa munzira yakarurama uye yakamanikana. Mushure
kwechinguva, zvakadaro, vakafunga kuti kuudza vainetsa
kusauya kuchikoro kwaisava chirango chaicho
vanhu vakanga vasingadi kuvapo pakutanga uye vakasarudza
pachinzvimbo chekuvavharira murabhoritari inonyadzisa inonzi In
Chikoro Suspension Kirasi.
The
Chidzidzo chete chaidzidziswa mukirasi yeISS kwaive kuteerera.
Mudzidzisi aitungamirira ndiye akanga ari munhu akashata zvikuru pachikoro chose.
Uyu aive murume mumwechete akatorwa nguva yese yaaive
mwana uye akabva aita shuviro yehupenyu hwake kutsiva
pane zvatinoda. Handiti taiva matsotsi. Vanotema matombo uye
degenerates. Kudzingwa uye kufinhwa. The hopelessly fucked.
โHoyo
kunofanira kuva zvachose, chokwadi kusataura, kuzevezera, kurara,
kuseka, kupfuudza manotsi, kana kutaura neimwe nzira neimwe nzira
vadzidzi nguva yese yamunenge muri mukirasi ino. Uchapedza
mabasa aunopiwa mukati menguva yawakapihwa
kuti muzviite, uye hamuzokakavara kana kubvunza chero mibvunzo pamusoro pazvo.
Pachave neatatu akarongwa kuzorora kwekugezera zuva rese,
saka ita bhizinesi rako ipapo nekuti hauzowana mumwe mukana.
Munguva yekudya kwemasikati tichafamba faira imwe chete kuburikidza nekafeteri mushure
vamwe vana vechikoro vese vadya uye tichauya nekudya kwedu kwemasikati
dzokera kuno undozvidya wakanyarara. Pane mibvunzo here?"
Our
ISS migove yaive nezvinyorwa zvekunyorwa uye mibvunzo
kuti ipindurwe. Kuwedzera nekubvisa zvese zvaive kumberi
kupisa uye kusiri kure kumashure kwaive nenhoroondo yemumwe munhu
nesainzi yese nesociology yaive yakachengeteka kuti isu tizive.
Zvese izvo chero mudzidzi wegiredhi rekutanga aigona kunge akazvibata zvine mutsindo.
chii
boka rezvikara.
Asi
kupfuura kutambisa nguva yangu ndichizeya panjere dzeSoftballs
ndakabata nzira yangu, ndakanyora zvinhu senge "Ini ndinotoziva zvinhu izvi"
kana kuti โHanditombofariri izviโ pa
the mandatory assignments ndisati ndaapinza. Ini panzvimbo pacho ndakasarudza
kunyora nhetembo, kufungisisa nezve chimiro chandaive, gadzira zviratidziro,
uye kudzidzira kugadzira makatuniโzvose zvandaida kuziva zvikuru
nezve uye ndaifarira kuongorora zvimwe. Zvakanyanya kupfuura algebra,
Chero zvakadaro.
At
kupera kwemutongo wedu wemazuva matatu weISS, sadist ari kutonga kana
vakationa takagadziridzwa zvakakwana kuti tidzokere kunzvimbo dzedu chaidzo pa
pasi pekudzidza chikafu cheni kana, kana yedu pre-yakagadzirwa basa
hunyanzvi hwakaonekwa husina, takakokwa tisingade kuti tidzoke
kwemamwe mazuva maviri ekururamiswa. Kukokwa ikoko kwaiva noushamwari
wedzera nzira yangu. Tikiti chete kunze kweISS kwaive kurikuyamwa uye
kupinda mumutsetse.
So
Ndaka. Pandakazobvumirwa kudzokera kukirasi yangu yenguva dzose
muitiro, ndakaroverwa mumusoro nechokwadi chandaive nacho
kwasara vhiki shure mumigove yangu yekirasi. Varombo vanozviita
kuwana varombo.
uye
ndosaka chikoro chichinetsa. Pane kuita zvainonyepedzera-kudzidzisa,
kurudzira kuda kuziva, kuwedzera njere dzedu, uye kukurudzira kusiyana-siyana-zvinomanikidzirwa
chikoro chinoparadzanisa vanhu zvichienderana nekuti vakagwinya sei
vachida kuita zvavanenge vaudzwa. Mazvikokota ane rezenisi uyo
vakabudirira kudzidza zvavaifanira kuiswa
mukutarisa kuchengetedza chimiro chiripo nekupfuudza pane akavhenekwa
ruzivo rusingadi kuongororwa zvakanyanya sekugamuchirwa.
Ruzhinji rwezvatakatungamirwa kuti tigamuchire sedzidzo
chinopfuura zvishoma pane social engineering exercise yakagadzirirwa kutsiva
zvatinoda kuziva neruzivo rwakacheneswa
kuti tizvidzivirire. Kana kuchengetedzwa kwevanozotishandira.
Zvinomanikidzirwa
Kudzidza ndiko kwakanakisisa pakuderedza njere mukugadzirira
kwehupenyu hwese hwekuteerera kune masters emakambani. Kunyanya mu
zvikamu zvebasa repasi, vashandirwi havasi kutsvaga vashandi
yevanhu vanogona kuziva zviri nyore pavanenge vari
kupetwa nezvinhu zvakaita semihoro yakamira uye kuwedzera
crappy health insurance. Vanhu vari nyore kudzora ndivo
vasina kudzidziswa kuti ndeipi mibvunzo inonyanya kukosha
zvekubvunza pekutanga.
Zvinomanikidzirwa
chikoro chinotsanangura vagari vakanaka sevaya vanotamba nemitemo,
garai mumutsetse, uye muite sezvavanoudzwa. Kudzidza kunotsanangurwa ne
zvakanaka sei kubata nemusoro uye regurgitate izvo mumwe munhu akafunga
tinofanira kuziva. Kusika kunobvumirwa mukati memiganhu ye
kutungamira kwevashandi vane rezinesi vane basa rekuita
chokwadi hatinyanyi kupenga nemazano edu kana kurasika kure
kubva kumiganhu yezvakajairwa. Pane kuvimba nevanhu kuti vatevere
zvishuvo zvavo zvomuzvarirwo, dzidzo yokumanikidzirwa inotsiva kuzvinzvera
nemhando yechimiro chakagadzirirwa kupa mubairo subservience apo
kukudziridza kutya.
Grading
ndiko kudzidza chokwadi chinonzi kutsvoda mbongoro ya boss kuita genuine
merit. Magiredhi ese-zvakare-kazhinji anongoyera zvishoma pane sei
zvakanaka mudzidzi anombundira kudzidziswa asi asiri kurasika kure
kubva kune dzimwe mombe dzakanyungudika.
Aihwa
mwana akasiiwa nemboro yangu. Chero mwana anodzidziswa chikoro
zvemhando ipi zvayo inosarira shure munjere. Ndezvako
muhurongwa. Ndizvo zvazvakarongerwa kuita.
apo
Ndaive mugiredhi rechisere, ndakaita ongororo yemhando yekuratidza
kwandiri kuti chinhu ichi chegiredhi chaive, kazhinji, chenhema.
Uyu mwana anonzi Fred aive mumwe weavo vakatwasuka-A vadzidzi vese
aiva mukirasi pane imwe nguva. Vadzidzisi vaida mukomana uyu. Yake
rondedzero dzaive zvinhu zvenganonyorwa uye dzaiwanzoverengwa zvinonzwika pamberi
yedu semienzaniso inopenya yezvataifanira kushuvira.
Dambudziko
aiva, Fred akanga asingagoni kuverenga. Izvi ndakazviona paakauya
rimwe zuva akanditi aizondibhadharira 50 mari kana ndikanyora
rondedzero yemapeji gumi kwaari nezvedenda rebubonic โ raive
inokwana mumazuva maviri. Akataura kuti mukoma wakeโakanga ari kukorejiโkazhinji
akamunyorera mapepa ake, asi akarwara nechimwe chinhu
Pink Floyd concert uye yaive pasi pakuverenga kwemazuva akati wandei.
Kunyangwe ndaiva muyedzo anotyisa, ndaiva nemukurumbira wokuva
ndinokwanisa kuchengeta chikepe changu chedzidzo chichifamba nematarenda angu ekunyora epakati.
Fred akati madhora makumi mashanu aibhadharwa paakawana "A"
pabepa. Chero giredhi rakaderera, uye ndaingoshanda mahara.
zvose
Ndakaziva nezvechirwere chebubonic kuti idenda. Asi makumi mashanu
mari yaive yakanaka yakanaka chunk yekuchinja kwandiri kare ikako, saka ndakatora
gig. Nanhasi handisati ndaziva zvakawanda nezvebubhoni
denda. Imhaka yekuti pakasvika nguva yekunyora yaFred
bepa, ndakaenda kuraibhurari ndokutarisa mabhuku mashanu kana matanhatu ari pamusoro
denda rebubonic uye akapedza mazuva maviri achikopa mitsara yakasarudzwa kunze
mumwe nomumwe, achizvibatanidza muchimiro chokubatana. Ndakaenda
nemasikirwo angu uye ndakanga ndiine chikamu chebhangi pazvidzidzo zveFred
mukurumbira wepamusoro pemurwi weBS yandanga ndichigadzira.
Fred
handina kana kumbotarisa rondedzero pandakamupa. Iye zviri nyore
akati, โTichaona kuti zvichafamba sei.โ Mazuva maviri gare gare, iye
kubhadhara. Akandiratidza chinyorwa chegiredhi uye chaive chizere nematenderedzwa
uye akatara mitsetse nemitsara yakaita se "pfungwa yakanaka"
uye โkuongorora kwakanakisisaโ mumanyoro omudzidzisi.
Ongororo yacho inogona kunge yakanakisa, asi chokwadi sezvo gehena rakanga risiri
Fred wacho. Kana neniwo.
Gehena,
kareko taiti cheating iyoyo. Hatina kana mumwe wedu akafungira
kuti ndaingokwenenzvera hunyanzvi hwekuita basa. Ndawana
ichi chiziviso munguva pfupi yapfuura pane imwe yeavo โTibhadharei uye tichadaro
kukuitira basa rako rechikoro" mawebhusaiti: "Kutsvaga chikamu chenguva
basa rine maawa anochinja-chinja uye mubhadharo wepremium izvo, panguva imwe chete
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ichi
ndiwo rudzi rwezvinhu zvinounzwa nechikoro. Chokwadi, Fred
rondedzero yakanyorwa, asi vadzidzisi havakurudzire vadzidzi vavo
kuvanyengetedza zuva nezuva nekusimbirira vadzidzi vavo
dzokorora zvese zvavanenge vaudzwa. Supervised
plagiarism inogamuchirwa zvakakwana, asi tora nyaya iwe pachako
maoko uye iwe unogona kunzi a simbe cheat.
Zvisinei,
chikoro chekumanikidzira hachikurudziri kubiridzira chete, asi chinosimbisa
mhoteredzo yakaorera umo vanobiridzira vakachenjera zvikuru vanotuswa
zvakanyanya. Nekumanikidza kosi yakamisikidzwa pavadzidzi uye kutarisira
kuti vazvipindure nenzira imwe cheteyo, chikoro chinomanikidza
vanhu vanogadzira curriculum pane chero chinhu
kufanana nekudzidza kwechokwadi. Chokwadi, haasi munhu wose ane hanya kana kuti anokwanisa
kuti vagone kugona zvese zvavanoudzwa kuti vanofanirwa kuzviita
ziva. Saka vadzidzi vanotyisidzirwa kuti vagadzirise, vadzidze nesimba,
kurega kurota masikati kwakashurikidzwa zvikuru uye kuwana mamakisi ari nani kana kuti tanga kudzidzira
ese anotonhorera ezwi inflections aunogona kushandisa kana uchigunun'una "Iwe
unoda zviyo?" Haiwa, vamwe vadzidzi vanotya kupinda
kubiridzira kuti zvipere.
Yakagadziriswa
kuyedza kunoita zvishoma kupfuura kugadzira vanhu vakamisikidzwa avo
kazhinji havakwanisi kuwedzera matarenda avo ega ega uye kugona kwavo,
nemhaka bedzi yokuti vakarovedzwa kuita zvakasiyana. Chikoro
kazhinji inogadzirira vanhu kwehupenyu hwese hwekusundwa uye
vatarisire nzira dzavanogona kubatsira nayo zvakanyanya
mavhiri ekutengeserana kweumwe munhu.
So
chaizvoizvo, vana, apo iwe wakachengetedzwa zvakachengeteka panguva yekuumba kwako
makore, mabhizimisi makuru akauya uye akatenga hurumende kuburikidza
mipiro yakakosha yemushandirapamwe, inopa demokrasi yako
inzwi risina simba semubayiro wako weramangwana. Kana iwe uchifunga Spam uye Gray
Poupon sandwiches ndiyo yepamusoro yehutano, saka iwe watora.
Asi
pane kukurudzira vanhu kuti vatevere nekusimudzira zvinhu izvo
zvinovafadza zvikuruโzvinhu zvingavapa
mukana mukurusa woutano chaihwo hwezvemariโchikoro chokumanikidzirwa
pigeonholes vanhu mumapoka makuru akagadzirirwa kubvisa
kugona kwavo kufunga kwakadzama. Kana ukabuda woita zvako
chinhu chako, saka hausi kunyatso kubatsira kupedha zvemumwe munhu
mari isiri yako. Zvinogona kunge zvakakunakira, asi ndizvo
zvakanakisa kudzikamisa ichi chinhu chebhizimusi chemweya kune vashoma vakasarudzwa,
zvikasadaro munhu wese anotanga kufunga kuti anokodzera chidimbu chikuru
ye equity pie.
Ndizvo
nguva yatinoda kuti chikoro chinomanikidzirwa chitange kubhadhara pamuromo wacho
sevhisi inovimbisa kupa vanhu zvishandiso zvinodiwa kuti
tungamira chero chinhu kunze kwemararamiro epakati. Vimbiso yezvishoma
muhoro sezvinei ringini pakupera kwemuswe wemakore gumi nemaviri anosungirwa
mutongo wechikoro. Kana iriyo mhando yeramangwana inoenderera
kuvimbisa ruzhinji rwedu rombo rakanaka kuti tirarame, ipapo
inofanira kuita nziraโ yokuzvidira kana kuti kweteโyedzimwe nzira
ichabvumira vanhu kuti vagadzire mararamiro avo pachavo
pamasikirwo emunhu uye nenjere. Iwe unoziva, zvinhu izvo democracy
inofanirwa kugadzirwa.
By
nzira, mudzidzisi we algebra akandidzinga mugiredhi rechipfumbamwe akapera
kukwira shit-magaba gore rinotevera nekuda kwekuwandisa
vana. Zvinoitika kuti iwe unogona kugadzira hupenzi hwakawanda chete uye uende
nayo. For now.
Terry Everton
mugadziri wemakatuni uye โmubayiro muranda.โ