Pandakapinda basa pano pakutanga kwaChivabvu semuongorori wepashure-doc pane rimwe gore basa (pamwe mukana wekuwedzera kwerimwe gore), pamwe pazuva rekutanga, kana kuti ringave rechipiri, sezvatakanga takamira mumutsara wekudya kwemasikati, mumwe wandinoshanda naye akandibvunza chimwe chinhu (ini handiyeuke kuti chii), mumwe akapindura (kwaari), "Akaroora uye ane vana vaviri kuIndia". Pandakabvunzwa nowokutanga, handina kureva pakuziva kwangu, uye kuti mungangonzwa zvinhu zvizhinji zvakadai pamusoro pangu, uye zvizhinji zvacho hamufaniri kutenda. Asi akaomerera pakuti ndakanga ndakaroora uye ndaiva nevana vaviri muIndia.
Ndakanga ndisingazivi kana mumwe wavo, hongu. Kusvika panguva iyoyo ndaisatomboziva mazita avo. Asi handina kushamiswa nezvaitaurwa. Ndakanzwa (nemamwe marudzi mazhinji e) kuzevezera pamusoro pangu mukati mechikamu chekunzwa kwangu uye ndisina kunanga ndakaziva nezvevamwe vazhinji.
Kunyange zvakadaro, kuomerera kwezvaitaurwa kwakandishamisa. May be I was being confused to be someone else. Parwendo rwangu rwekuParis, mundege yeAir India, vakanga varatidza bhaisikopo rinonzi Peepli Live!, randakanga ndaona mundege kekutanga. Ndingave ndanga ndiri kukanganiswa nemunhu wepakati mufirimu iroro?
Ndakanga ndanzwa mumwe munhu achiudza muridzi wemba yangu yekare kuti ndakanga ndiri 'psycho'. Kaviri. Hapana kukanganisa. Hameno kuti munhu uyu ndaisamuziva uye ndakanga ndangosvika kuParis zuva rapfuura.
Chikamu chekukwezva kwebasa iri ndechekuti raisanganisira kuchengetedzwa kwevanhu uye inishuwarenzi yehutano. Social Security haipo muIndia. Pandinotaura kuvanhu kuti izvi zvinogona kuitwa kuti zvinakire nyika nevanhu vayo, vanoita sendiri kuita zano rekupenga. Uyewo hapana chirongwa chehutano chinosungirwa. Handina kumbobvira ndawana inishuwarenzi yehutano yakakodzera. Hapana mari yangu yekurapa yakambobhadharwa (mari ine mwero kwazvo yezera rangu, kuverenga mari imwe neimwe) yakabhadharwa kuburikidza neinishuwarenzi yekurapa (kana chero imwe inishuwarenzi). Ichi chimwe chinhu chandinofanana neruzhinji rwevaIndia. Hapana chino shamisira.
Zvino, mukana wekuti ndichanyatso shandisa chengetedzo yemagariro mubasa rangu renguva pfupi waive mudiki. Saizvozvo kune inishuwarenzi yehutano, asi nezve izvo haugone kuve nechokwadi. Zvakadaro, ndakaenda kuna chiremba kashoma mumakore gumi apfuura kana kupfuura uye ndakapedzisira kuiswa muchipatara (kwezuva rimwe) anopfuura makumi emakore nehafu apfuura.
Chikonzero chaive chekukwezva ndechekuti ndaida kuziva kuti zvinonzwa sei kuve nekuchengetedzwa kwevanhu uye hutano. Mushure mezvose, ndanga ndichiverenga zvakanyanya nezve kurwiswa kwazviri muUS uye muEurope uye ndakatombotaura nezvazvo. Hazvingave zvakanaka here kusangana nechinhu chaicho, kunyangwe kwechinguva chidiki.
Kutaura kwechinguva chidiki, yatova mwedzi mishanu yekondirakiti yangu uye chikumbiro changu chekuchengetedzwa kwevanhu chakangorambwa nechikonzero chekuti ndakanga ndisina kutumira Chitupa cheMarital status (d'etat civil). Gwaro iri, sekuziva kwangu, uye maererano nezvandakaudzwa nevanofanira kuziva, harisi kudiwa pachinangwa ichi.
Nyaya iyi, ndinovimba, ichagadziriswa, asi gwaro iri nderimwe randakambobvunzwa nezvaro kekutanga uye zvinoita sekunge ndinofanira kufunga nezvekuriwana.
Handichayeuki kuroora hangu. Handichayeuki zvakaitika kuhope. Asi ipapo haurangariri zviroto zvako nguva dzose, handizvo here? Ichokwadi chesainzi kuti tinokanganwa zviroto zvakawanda zvatinazvo, mushure mekunge tamuka.
Ko kana izvi zvikaitika muhope, dzandakanganwa nezvadzo? Zvichida izvozvo zvinokosha. Haungazive. Mitemo nemitemo nemirau iri kuchinja nekukurumidza mazuva ano (tisingarevi kududzirwa patsva) zvekuti chero chinhu chinogoneka.
Kana kuti zvimwe ndakanga ndisingacharangariri? Ndiani anoziva?
Saka, sezvandinorova quarante quatre nhasi (ndiyo sirin'i here?), Ndiri kuronga kuyedza kutora iyi chitupa chechimiro. Kana chero munhu ane chikonzero chekutaura kuti handifanire, uye anogona kupa humbowo hwacho (ndingangofanira kuzviisa, munoziva), taura izvozvi kana zvachose nyarara.
Sei kutaura zera pano? Zvine basa rei. Gore rino, ndine kwaziso gumi kana kupfuura pamusi uyu. Zvese kubva pasocial network webhusaiti (inenge yese yandisina kumboshandisa, ndakanga ndichangobva kugadzira account pavari nekuda kuziva kana chero). Kwete kubva kune vanhu vari pamanetiweki iwayo, asi kubva kumawebhusaiti pachawo. Mawebhusaiti zvakare vanhu, vangadaro?
Icho chiripo ndechekuti, iyo data yemunhu yakapararira kusvika kure uye yakafaranuka uye inowanikwa kune vanhu vazhinji, chii chinoverengerwa zera mune yakawanda maminetsi ruzivo.
Zvakawanda zvacho zvichida zverudzi rwandisingatombozivi ini. Vanhu vanoita sevanoziva zvakawanda nezvangu kundipfuura.
Ndakatonzwa nekazevezeve semuenzaniso kuti ndiri chidhakwa. Saka, ndichifunga, sei regai runyerekupe ruparare, ndatenga nhasi bhodhoro rangu rekutanga rewaini, kunyange ndisina zvirongwa zvekunwa nhasi.
(Sezvandakachengetedza chinyorwa ichi, WordPress yakandiratidza quotation, ndisati ndawedzera izvi uye ndima dzakapfuura mumutsara, ndichiti "Ndiri munwi ane matambudziko ekunyora." Handina kubata zita remurume akachenjera akataura izvozvo. )
Sezvineiwo, ndiri chinwiwa. Chidhakwa chinodhaka. Yemvura. Pamwe kune mvura ine dambudziko redoro mazuva ano. Ndiani anoziva?
Saka tichidzokorora zvakatotaurwa, mumwe munhu angandiudza here kana ndakaroora (ndine vana vaviri kana ndisina, kana kupfuura, ndiani anoziva?), uye kana hongu, ndapota ipa humbowo hwezvimwechete?
ZNetwork inopihwa mari chete kuburikidza nerupo rwevaverengi vayo.
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