Ndemanga zosankhidwa zidabwera ndi maimelo achinsinsi chifukwa chake amawonekera pano opanda mayina, koma, zoona zake, ndi ochokera m'magulu osiyanasiyana a anthu omwe adagwirapo nawo ntchito, osindikizidwa ndi, kapena amadziwa Lydia - olemba, olimbikitsaโฆ - ndipo ambiri ndi dziwani inu nonse. Zaposachedwa kwambiri pamwambaโฆ
Zinandivuta kupeza mawu oti ndifotokozere chisoni changa pa imfa ya Lydia. Phindu la theka la zaka za mgwirizano, ulemu waukulu, ndi chikondi sizingapeลตeke. Iwo amene anakudziwani inu nonse, anazindikira izo.
Nonse inu ndi Lidiya munadzipereka moyo wanu kufunafuna chilungamo ndi chidziwitso. South End Press, Znet, Z Media Institute, ndi Z Magazine zinali mgwirizano wofunikira kwambiri. Ndimayamika ndikukondwerera luso komanso khama lomwe zidatenga kuti ndingoyambitsa. Ndidzakuthokozani nthawi zonse nonse chifukwa cha kudzipereka kwanu kosatha mu kupititsa patsogolo demokalase.
Chithunzi changa cha Lydia ndi mkazi wanzeru komanso wamphamvu, wolemba masewero komanso wolemba. Ngakhale kuti Lydia sindinkamudziwa bwino, nthawi zonse anali wachifundo komanso woganizira ena. Mnzangayu ankamukonda kwambiri. Analankhula kwambiri za ntchito yake ndi luntha lake. Ndimakumbukira bwino kwambiri pamene iye ndi ine tinakuchezerani komaliza pamene munali kukhala ku Florida. Lydia anali wochereza komanso wotchera khutu. Ndili ndi chithunzi chomwe chimabwerera kwa ine..tonsefe tikudya ayisikilimu ndikuseka kwinaku tikuwonera American Idol. Zikuoneka ngati dzulo. Ndine wokondwa kuti tinacheza kosangalatsa komanso kuti ndinatha kumuuza kuti ndinayamikira mwayi wodziwana naye kwambiri. Anavomera. Ndidzakumbukira nthawi zonse Lydia monga mkazi yemwe "adalimbikira." Adzalimbikira ndipo ntchito yake ndi chikoka chake zipitilirabe.
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Pepani kumva nkhani yomvetsa chisoni ya Lydia. Koma ulemu wanu wokhudza moyo wake ndi ntchito yake zimandilimbikitsa kutsimikizira kuti tinalipo mazana aife omwe timamva kuti mwalandilidwa kwambiri ndi nonse ku likulu lakale la Z's Woods Hole, pafupi ndi dziwe la chigayo.
Izi zinali zaka zambiri nditawona koyamba luso lanu lokonzekera lophatikizana lomwe likuwonetsedwa m'chilimwe cha 1971 pomwe mudatha kuweta khamu lalikulu paulendo wamakilomita khumi odana ndi nkhondo kuchokera ku Cambridge Green kupita ku Lexington, kenako kupeza malo oti aliyense apite. kunagwa mโmatchalitchi akumaloko, ndiyeno, mโmaลตa wotsatira, anatidzutsa tonse kuti timangidwe pakhomo lalikulu la Hanscom Air Force Base ku Bedford. Izi zinatifikitsa kwa maola angapo pansanjika ya konkire ya Garage ya Concord Public Works Department Garage, tisanakwere basi kupita ku bwalo lamilandu la Concord, ndiyeno kuyenda pangโono chabe mumsewu kuchokera ku Orchard House (yotchedwa โThe Little Women Houseโ) ndi zina. zizindikiro zakomweko.
Zonsezi, unali ulendo wosakhala wa National Park wololedwa "msewu wankhondo". Kwa aliyense amene atha kusokoneza unyinji wotero, kuweta (ndikugwira) amphaka kumanzere mochenjera kwambiri kwa zaka zambiri pambuyo pake ku South End, Z Mag, Z Institute et al ayenera kuti anali, kunena mofananiza, kuyenda mu paki?
Osati kwenikweni, ndikudziwa, koma zomwe Lydia adakwaniritsa komanso zanu ndi zanu pamodzi zimakhala zolimbikitsa kwa ambiri komanso chitsanzo kwa omenyera ufulu wazaka zonse!
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Pepani kumva za Lydia. Pepani kwambiri chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu. Lydia anali munthu wapadera komanso wodabwitsa. Dziko lapansi ndi lochepa kuposa momwe liyenera kukhalira ndi iye atapita. Mwina anali wosewera wabwino kwambiri yemwe ndidamuwonapo, wokonda kwambiri nyama ndi oponderezedwa, komanso mphamvu yosaletseka pofalitsa ndikusintha malingaliro ndi miyoyo kukhala yabwino - kudzera m'magazini yotchuka ya Z, ZMI yozama, ndi luso lake lonse. zolimbikitsa, zolemba, ndi zopanga.
Ankatanthauza zambiri kwa ine kuposa momwe mungadziwire - ngakhale zonse zidakutidwa ndi zokhumudwitsa zanga, mbiri yanga, komanso zofooka zanga. Chisoni changa kwa inu nonse pankhani ya dementia ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti mwadutsa muzochitika zonse momwe mungathere.
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Chitonthozo changa chenicheni. Ndine wachisoni kwambiri chifukwa cha imfa ya Lydia, nthawi zonse amandikomera mtima. Zolemba zake zinkandichititsa kuseka nthawi zonse. Pepani kwambiri chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu Michael.
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Michael, madandaulo anga. Pepani kwambiri kumva nkhani zanu. Ndimakumbukira nthawi yomwe ndidakhala ndi iwe ndi Lydia pomwe Mark, Anders, Florian ndi ine tinakuchezerani ku Key Largo ku Florida ndikuganiza mu 2012, pafupifupi zaka khumi zapitazo. Ndimakumbukira bwino nthawi yomwe tonse tinakhala limodzi komanso kudziwana ndi Lydia.
Inu muli mu malingaliro anga.
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Pepani kwambiri kumva za Lydia, kupepesa kwanga kwa inu ndi banja la Lydia. Chiyambireni kudziwana ndi Lydia ku ZMI mu 2010 kenako zaka zingapo pambuyo pake ku Key Largo nthawi zambiri ndimalimbikitsidwa ndi iye. Posachedwapa ndinasonyeza mkazi wanga imodzi mwa nkhani za Lydia zokhudza Feminism ndi kumanzere ndipo tonse tinaikonda kwambiri. Nkhaniyi ili patsogolo kwambiri pamalingaliro apano. Inemwini, sindidzaiwala momwe Lydia adandikumbatira pambuyo pakulankhula kwanga kwa Pamp ku ZMI. Ndinkachita manyazi kuuza aliyense za mmene bambo anga ankandinyoza ndili mwana komanso zotsatirapo zake. Koma ndinkaona kuti Lydia amamvetsa. Ndipo ndimakumbukira bwino lomwe momwe Lydia adayambira ndikumaliza ZMI akubwereza vesi la Noam la "Sungani zosokoneza" ndi momwe adatiuza kuti tisabwerere m'mbuyo pamaso paulamuliro. Izi zinali nthawi zolimbikitsa kwambiri pa ZMI. Ndikukhulupirira kuti alipo ambiri ndipo Lydia ndi mzimu wake wosintha dziko udzakhala nafe nthawi zonse.
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Pepani kwa inu ndi onse omwe adagawana moyo wawo ndi Lydia. Koma ngakhale imfa yake idzakhalabe chilonda chowawa kwa zaka zambiri, ndikuyembekeza kuti omwe ali pafupi kwambiri ndi iye angapeze chitonthozo podziwa kuti kuwala kwake, chifundo chake ndi mphamvu zake zasintha dziko kukhala labwino, ndi kuwala komwe adabweretsa kwa tonsefe. moyo udzathetsa ululu.
Ndinkangolankhulana ndi Lydia kudzera pa imelo ku Z, koma ngakhale mukulankhulana kwakutali komanso kopanda umunthu nthawi zambiri ndinkapeza mphamvu kuchokera kwa iye pamene ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri ndikuvutika kuti ndikhalebe ndi chiyembekezo. Ndine wokondwa kuti moyo wanga unawoloka ndi Lydias.
Zikomo nonse pa chilichonse chomwe mwatichitira tonsefe. Sizidzaiwalika.
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Ndinangoona ndikuwerenga nkhani yako pa Lydia. Ndinalira. Mayi anga anali ndi vuto la maganizo. Mwachindunji kumalankhulidwe ake. Kwa zaka zitatu. Anamwalira ali ndi zaka 80 pafupifupi zaka 21/2 zapitazo. Dziwani bwino zomwe mukutanthauza. Imfa ndi vuto lalikulu, sindimakonda kwambiri, koma matenda a dementia angapangitse moyo kukhala wosapiririka. Koma kwenikweni ndinkangofuna kutumiza maganizo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mukuyenda bwino.
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Ndinamva chisoni kwambiri nditamwalira Lydia posachedwa. Ndinkangofuna kupereka mawu otonthoza kuchokera kwa tonsefe kuno ku Dublin, inemwini, Lizzie, Sam ndi amayi anga. Ngakhale sindinakhale ndi mwayi wokumana ndi Lydia, ndawerenga zomwe adapereka kwa Z ndikukumvani inu ndi ena mukulankhula mosasamala za chifundo chake kwa ena, kukonda kwake chilungamo, chisangalalo chake komanso luntha lakuthwa. Amamveka ngati mkazi wowopsa ndipo mwapanga gulu lowopsa lomwe likuyendetsa SEP kenako Z limodzi komanso okondedwa m'moyo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mutha kupeza nyonga kuchokera kunthawi zabwino zomwe mudakhala limodzi kuti zikuthandizeni kuzunzika ndi chisoni. Zowopsa za kachilombo ka Covid ndikuti zimapha miyoyo ya omwe sanakhudzidwe ndi matendawa. Wabale wina m'banjamo adalowa m'nyumba yosamalira ana ku Ireland mu Januware (ali ndi thanzi labwino). Komabe, chifukwa cha 'kutsekeka', kudzipatula, kusalumikizana komanso chisokonezo chomwe chinayambitsa kufa mu Epulo pomwe achibale 6 okha ndi omwe adaloledwa kupita kumaliro. M'mwezi wa Meyi, mnzake kwa zaka zopitilira 20 adamwalira podzipha mosakayikira chifukwa chodzipatula chifukwa cha zoletsa zomwe zidayimitsa kufalikira kwa Covid-19. Zotsatira za kudzipatula ndi dementia zitha kukhala zakupha ngati kachilomboka kalikonse.
Malingaliro anga ali ndi inu ndi ana ake. Sindikudziwa ngati pali njira iliyonse yomwe ndingakhalire wothandizira kapena wothandizira, koma ngati pali chilichonse chomwe mukuganiza kuti ndingachite kuti ndikuthandizeni panthawi ino komanso masabata ndi miyezi ikubwera chonde ndidziwitseni. Ndichita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndilemekeze Lydia pomenya nkhondo kuti ndipambane dziko labwino lomwe anali nalo m'zochita zake ndikuyesetsa kuzindikira aliyense kudzera muntchito yake.
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Pepani kwambiri kumva za imfa ya Lydia. Ndipo kuchitika pa nthawi ya mliri woyipawu ndikukhala ndekha m'chipatala ndi zankhanza kwambiri.
Kalata yanu inabweretsa zikumbukiro zambiri zabwino kwambiriโmakamaka za zosangalatsa zonse zimene tinali nazo limodzi. Kuchita nawo masewero, kuchita nthabwala, kuseka, ndi kucheza. Si anthu ambiri omwe ali odzipereka pazandale monga momwe iye alili bwino
kusangalalanso ndi moyo.
Sindinakumanepo ndi wina aliyense ngati iye ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti sindidzakumana naye. Choyambirira chenicheni. Ndinkamukonda. Ndipo ndimamupatsa moni leroโchifukwa cha kulimba mtima kwake kodabwitsa, kudzipereka kwake pazandale, kuchenjera kwake, chikondi, nzeru, ndi makhalidwe abwino.
Mwina sakupumula mwamtendere. Koma iye akupumula mkati mwanga.
Kukutumizirani chikondi mu nthawi yamdima ino. Julie
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Pepani kumva za Lydia. Iye (ndi inu) adakhudza kwambiri moyo wanga, ndipo ndimamukonda ngati wantchito mnzanga, mnzanga komanso bwenzi lapamtima. Nditafika koyamba ku SEP adawonetsa zinthu ziwiri momveka bwino: kuti ndilandilidwe mgululi ndikuthandizidwa; ndipo ndimayembekezera kuchita zambiri. Ichi ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zazikulu zomwe ndaphunzira kuchokera kwa iye, momwe tingayankhulire momasuka komanso moona mtima kwinaku ndikuyembekezera kuti anthu akwaniritse zomwe alonjeza, zomwe ndikuthandizira / ena kutero. Lydia sanafune kuti ena achite zomwe sanafune kwa iye zomwe ziyenera kukhala imodzi mwa mfundo zazikuluzikulu za chiyanjano chosintha. Zinandipangitsa kuti ndizimulemekeza.
Koma si zimene zinandipangitsa kumukonda. Ndinkakonda kudzipereka kwake koopsa komanso nthabwala zoyipa. Ndinkakonda momwe mumamuwonera akumvetsera mosamalitsa m'maso mwake. Ndinkakonda mmene ankamvera chisoni anthu. (makamaka ang'onoang'ono, anali ndi njira ndi ana.)
Ndipo ndinayamikira mmene ankandidalira. Lydia ankatha kukwiya komanso kukhala wovuta kulimbana naye, koma nthawi zonse ankadziwa bwinobwino zimene inuyo munamuchitira. Pepani kuti continent yonse yagona pakati pathu ndipo zapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kuti tikwaniritse. Sindingathe kulingalira momwe izi zikuvutira inu. Ndidziwitseni ngati pali chilichonse chimene ndingachite panopa kapena chisoni chitatha. Chikondi changa chonse ndi chisoni changa, Todd
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Ndimakumbukira kuti ndinawerenga buku la Lydia lakuti *Women and Revolution* ndipo ndinkaganiza kuti kunali kofunika kwambiri kuti ndimvetsere maphunziro amene iye ndi anthu ena ankandiphunzitsa.
Ndimakumbukira kuwerenga nkhani zambiri za Lydia zonena za ukazi mu ZMagazine, ndikukulitsa malingaliro ake omwe amamvetsetsa mtundu, kalasi, kugonana / jenda, ndi mphamvu monga zinthu zosakanikirana zomwe zimasokonezedwa ndi kuponderezana.
Ndimakumbukira ndikusilira momwe gawo lake la Hotel Satire linali lanzeru.
Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinamufunsa Lydia ngati ndingamufunse mafunso pawailesi. Iye anakana. Sindikukumbukira chifukwa chimene anapereka, koma ndinadziลตa kuti kufunsidwa sikunali kwake.
Ndimakumbukira ndikupita ku ZMedia Institute (ZMI) ku Woods Hole, MA, cha m'ma 2001, ndikukhala nawo pamisonkhano ya Lydia yokhudzana ndi zoseweretsa, zisudzo zam'misewu, komanso zofalitsa mwachangu. Ndinachita chidwi kwambiri ndi luso lake, luso lake komanso luso lake.
Pa ZMI yomweyo, ndimakumbukira Lydia akuyenda tonsefe, iye ali kutsogolo ndi mbendera yofiira ndi yakuda, kudutsa pakati pa Woods Hole ndikutsika mumsewu waukulu. Ziyenera kuti zinkaoneka ngati kuukira kwa anthu amene anaimirira chapafupi. Anazipanga kukhala zotheka.
Ndimakumbukira ndikupita ku Z Sessions on Vision and Strategy mu 2007 ndikuwona Lydia kumbuyo kwa kamera ya kanema yokhala ndi mahedifoni.
Nditalowa m'gulu la Z monga antchito, ndimakumbukira kuti ndimabwera ku ofesi kukagwira ntchito m'mawa uliwonse, ndipo Lydia anali atakhala pa desiki yake akutulutsa magazini yake ya "nth" ZMagazine. Zinkhwe zake, Zeke ndi Zack, ndipo pambuyo pake Zammy, ndi eni malowo.
Ndikukumbukira chisangalalo chimene ndinali nacho pamene Lydia anandipempha kuti ndikapereke magetsi ndi zokuzira mawu mโbwalo la zisudzo. Mbiri yanga yawayilesi idandipatsa, panthawiyo, kuzindikira bwino nthawi yowonera zisudzo. Kwa zaka zinayi tidapanga, mwina, mawonetsero opitilira 100 (osati masewero osiyana, koma mawonetsero omwe amathamanga kwa masabata asanu ndi limodzi, nthawi zina kawiri patsiku kumapeto kwa sabata) ku Woods Hole Community Center ndi laibulale ya anthu.
Ndikukumbukira nditakhala m'bwalo lokhala ndi Lydia ndi osewera, titatha zisudzo zambiri, tikusangalala ndi pinti ndi mbale zokazinga, ndikulingalira zapamwamba ndi zotsika zawonetsero.
Panthawi imeneyi, ndinachita chidwi kwambiri ndi luso la Lydia monga wosewera, wolemba masewero komanso wotsogolera. Ndimakumbukira - kwa masabata ndi miyezi nthawi - ndikuwona Lydia atakhala pampando akubwereza mizere yake. Kenako kumuwona akuzipanga pa siteji kuchokera pamalo owala komanso omveka. Anagwirizanitsanso zosintha, zopanga, zotsatsa malonda, adabweretsa mipando yake, kusonkhanitsa zovala, zodzoladzola, ndi zina zambiri. Pazinthu izi zokha, ndinachita mantha ndi Lydia.
Ndikukumbukira tikuyenda ku 2007 US Social Forum ku Atlanta, Georgia, ndi Lydia. Ndimakumbukira kudzudzula kwake pa mpikisano wokongola womwe umachitika m'malo omwewo, pomwe tidakumana ndi alumni a ZMI. Lingaliro la anthu ammudzi omwe a ZMI alumni adagwira ali limodzi, komanso motalikirana, anali mgwirizano kuposa wina uliwonse womwe ndidamvapo. Iye ali ndi udindo wobweretsa anthu ambiri palimodzi, osati a ZMI okha, komanso moyo wonse.
Monga ogwira ntchito, ndimakumbukira Lydia akugwira ntchito zonse zopita ku ZMI, ndikukonza zonse kuti bungweli liziyenda bwino momwe zingathere m'masiku asanu ndi anayi.
Ndikukumbukira zomwe adapereka m'buku langa la *Real Utopia*, za gawo lake popanga South End Press ndipo kenako Z Magazine, ndikugawana zomwe adakumana nazo kuti ena aphunzirepo.
Ndimakumbukira zaka zinayi ndi theka zomwe ndimagwira ntchito ku Z ndi Lydia. Ndimakumbukira nkhawa yake chifukwa cha kusungulumwa kwanga ku Woods Hole. Ndimakumbukira nkhawa zake zokhudzana ndi maubwenzi omwe ndinapanga kunja kwa Woods Hole. Ndikukumbukira kuti Lydia sanasonyeze chimwemwe pamene abwenzi anthaลตi yaitali a Z analengeza kuti akukwatirana, chifukwa sankakhulupirira ukwati. Ndimakumbukira kuti sanapezeke paukwati wanga pa chifukwa chomwecho, ngakhale kuti anapita ku ukwati wa mlimi wake. Ndimakumbukira Lydia akulandira amayi anga ndi mdzukulu wanga ku chakudya cha Khrisimasi kunyumba kwawo. Ndimakumbukira kuti Lydia anali wokondwa kukhala ndi ana ake ndi adzukulu Loweruka ndi Lamlungu ndi tchuthi.
Ndimakumbukira zambiri za Lydia.
Ndinakumana ndi kagawo kakang'ono ka nthawi ndi Lydia. Koma adasiya chizindikiro chake kwa ine mpaka kalekale, ngati kuti wasiya chizindikiro chake pa ena ambiri.
Ndine wachisoni kwambiri chifukwa cha imfa imene banja la Michael ndi Lydia liyenera kukumana nalo. Sindingathe kulingalira ndipo, ndikayesa, mtima wanga umafuna kudumpha kuchokera pakhosi panga ndipo chifuwa changa chimamva ngati chatsala pang'ono kugwa, ndikusiya chopanda kanthu.
Lydia anali chimphona. Wodabwitsa, wanzeru, waluso, wosatetezeka, wowolowa manja, wowopseza, wokonda zachikazi, wosinthika, wokonda zinkhwe, chimphona.
Ndikukumbukira Lydia.
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Pepani chifukwa chakutaika kwanu, pepani kuti Lydia adakumana ndi zomwe adakumana nazo, ndilibe mawu, palibenso nthawi ngati zotere. Sindingathe kulingalira momwe zonsezi zinalili. Kotero kuti ndikulemberani, osati mwa nzeru, kapena chidziwitso, koma monga munthu mwa umodzi waumunthu. Ambiri aife tataya okondedwa athu ndipo titha kungotengera zomwe zidachitika kuti tikhale ogwirizana ndi inu pakadali pano. Ambiri aife (ngati si ambiri) kumanzere timawona imfa mofanana ndi inu. Komabe, ngakhale kuti sindine wachipembedzo mโnjira iliyonse, pali miyambo ina yachikhalidwe imene ndakhala ndikuchita monga kuyatsa kandulo kulemekeza wina. Pamene mawu sangathe kufotokoza chinachake, chizindikiro chophiphiritsira nthawi zina chimatha - makamaka kwa ine. Kandulo ndi lawi lamoto, kuwala, anthu ambiri ngati Lidiya ndi nyali zomwe zimatilola kuona mumdima, zomwe zimatipatsa chiyembekezo, zomwe zimatiwonetsa njira, zolimbikitsa komanso zolimbikitsa ena kuti azilimbikitsa. Nditenga nthawi sabata ino ndikuwunikira imodzi ya Lydia ngati kachitidwe kanga kakang'ono kudera langa laling'ono ladziko lapansi. Ntchito yake imakhalabe, chikoka chake chimakhala chimodzi, chitsanzo ndi kuwala mumdima. Monga dzina la tsamba lanu Z (lomwe limamasulira mchi Greek kuti *"(he/she) lives",* Lydia amakhala moyo ngakhale anthu omwe adawakhudza. Lawi lake lamoto lidzayaka nthawi zonse m'mitima yawo. Zikomo ponditumizira izi, zikomo pondiuza zambiri za Lydia ndimamudziwa koma sindimamudziwa koma ndiyesetsa pa moyo wanga kuti ndikhale ngati iyeyo.
Mu chifundo ndi mu umodzi,
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Pepani kwambiri chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu. Sindingathe kulingalira kusweka mtima kwanu. Ndikutumiza zofuna za kulimba mtima ndikuyembekeza kuti masiku otsatirawa, miyezi ndi zaka ndizodzaza ndi zokondweretsa, ngakhale zovuta, kukumbukira.
Ndidzakumbukira nthawi zonse kutalika kwa Lydia, komanso chidaliro chodziteteza chomwe anali nacho. Kudzitchinjiriza kokhazikika pakusatetezeka komwe ndidawonanso mwa ine ndekha komanso komwe ndidafuna kukonzanso. Anandithandiza kuti ndidzipeze ndili m'mbiri ya nkhondo yayitali yomenyera ufulu wachikazi yomwe inkafunanso kumvetsetsa kuponderezana kwina kwinaku ndikumangirira kumasuka. Pokulitsa mawu ambiri kudzera mu kusindikiza kwake kosasunthika komanso kochulukira, adawunikira madera amalingaliro omwe andithandiza kuti ndikhale yemwe ndili lero. Zikomo, Lydia. Ndimamvabe kunyansidwa kwake chifukwa chophunzira kuganiza mozama, komanso kukhudzika kwake kopanda pake komanso kukhudzika kwake. Kuyitanira kwake kuti tonse tizilota ndikulingalira dziko lomwe tikufuna ndipo likuyenera kukhala ndi ine ndikundiwongolera pakulinganiza kwanga, nthawi zonse.
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Ndinangomva m'mawa uno za imfa ya Lydia. Ndikumva chisoni kwambiri chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu. Zaka zanu limodzi ndi ubale wanu wapadera zinali zosatheka kulephera kuyamikira - aliyense amene amakudziwani nonse adamva izi. Kukhudza kwanu padziko lapansi komanso momwe mumaonera malo anu kunali kolumikizana kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndikumverera komwe ndakhala nako mwachidule ndi anthu angapo (ambiri a iwo mumawadziwa), koma ubale wanu ndi Lydia unalidi wosayerekezeka, monga ndidadzizindikiritsa nawo, kuusilira, ndi kukhudzidwa nawo. Munali chinthu chapafupi kwambiri ndi Emma-ndi-Sasha wamakono omwe ndinali nawo m'moyo wanga pamene ndinayamba kumvetsetsa tanthauzo la kukhala ndi maubwenzi apamtima ndikulowetsedwa mu ndale zowonongeka. Munapindula zambiri palimodzi, chinthu china chomwe ambiri aife timafuna kutengera. Ndipo ngakhale mumasunga ubale wanu ngati wachinsinsi monga banja lililonse lomwe ndidawadziwapo, palibe kukana kuti kulumikizana kwanu kunali kowona komanso kozama monga kale, ndipo kutayika kwanu kuli kokulirapo.
Palibe chomwe chachitika pakati pathu m'mbuyomu chomwe chingasokoneze kapena kusokoneza zomwe ndikudziwa kuti ndi zoona za iwe ndi Lydia, komanso zomwe amatanthawuza kwa iwe. Ndikudziwa kuti sindikhala m'gulu la anthu omwe mumawafuna kuti akuthandizeni kapena kuwatsogolera popeza wapita, ndipo ndikudziwanso kuti mudachita zambiri pakuwonjezera kutayika kwa upangiri ndi ubale womwe muyenera kuti mudakumana nawo zaka zingapo zapitazi. , koma ndikudziwa kuti mupitirizabe kupeza njira zochitira zomwe mukuchita, zomwe zimandipatsa chitonthozo, popeza mukufunikirabe.
Ndikudziwanso chisoni cha mpumulo umene timamva pamene wokondedwa wamwalira yemwe akuvutika kwambiri - sindikudziwa zenizeni, koma munthu aliyense amene ndimamudziwa yemwe wadutsa njira iyi wavutika kwambiri, ndipo okondedwa awo apamtima nthawi zambiri amawoneka ngati ochuluka. Kuyankha kosakanikirana pakudutsa kwawo kumatha kukhala kwankhanza. Nthawi zonse mumaoneka kuti mumadziwa bwino zinthu ngati zimenezi kuposa ine, koma nthawi zonse ndimakayikira kuti mumavutika ngati tonsefe, makamaka mkati. Chifukwa chake koposa zonse ndikupepesa kuti mukupweteka kwambiri. Zomwe ndinganene, dziko limaphonya Lydia pamodzi, ndipo simuli nokha.
Ambiri aife timakhala ndi zinthu zambiri zosangalatsa zokhudza iye. Kwa ine, ambiri amakhazikika pakukhalapo kwake kokulirapo kuposa moyo nthawi iliyonse ikafika nthawi yake yowala, ngakhale sakhala osawonekera 99% ya nthawiyo. Adachita izi komanso aliyense yemwe ndidamudziwapo yemwe anali ndi talente yokwera siteji iliyonse koma adapatsa ena malo ndikupangitsa kuti mawonekedwewo akhale ofunika.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi sizikuvutitsani kwambiri. Zili bwinonso ngati zitero. Popeza ndakhala kutali ndi iye kwa zaka zambiri tsopano, ndikudziwa kuti Lydia adzakhalabe ndi ine ngati ochepa atamwalira, zomwe zimandisonyeza kuti adzakhala nawe masiku anu onse. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ali ochuluka komanso osangalala.
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Zimandivuta kuganiza kuti moyo wanga ukanakhala kuti Lydia analibe mmenemo. Kuwerenga ZNet ndi Z Magazine kuchokera mu 1999, kubwera ku ZMI mu 2000, kachiwiri ku ZMI monga TA mu 2001 ndi mphunzitsi zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, ndi momwe mumanenera: Ndikukumbukira kudzipereka kwake kwachangu kukhalapo kuti apereke moni ndi kuona alendo. pamalo okwerera basi. Choncho kutsanzikana ndi Lydia ndi kukwera basi kumachititsa kuti munthu azikumbukira zinthu zambiri, atabwereza kasanu kapena kuposerapo.
Chilichonse chomwe tidachita muzaka za m'ma 2000 ngati olowa nawo Z anali ngati gawo la gulu la Lydia. Ndizowona kuti ife omwe timagwira ntchito makamaka pa ZNet tidagwira ntchito ndi inu koma anali paliponse, adachita chilichonse.
Panali nthawi zambiri zofunika kwambiri komanso zolemeretsa ndale zomwe nthawi zonse ndiziyanjana ndi Woods Hole, Z House, Lydia, inu, ndi mbalame.
Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinafika molawirira ku ZMI chaka chimodzi ndikugwira ntchito ndi Cynthia motsogozedwa ndi Lydia kuyeretsa chimbudzi cha mbalame pamalo osiyanasiyana. Ndikukumbukira ndili m'galimoto ndi Lydia akuyendetsa galimoto, zokambiranazo zimachokera ku chipani cha post-ZMI kupita ku chikhalidwe cha kugonana ndi kuponderezana kwathunthu. Ndikukumbukira wophunzira wina m'chaka cha 2000 (ndimakumbukiranso kuti anali ndani koma sindinena) akukamba za momwe ZNet inali yabwino kwambiri moti sakufunikiranso kuwerenga Z Magazine, ndipo Lydia adayankha kuti, "Chabwino, tamba iwe. !" Ndipo tonse tinali kuseka. Ndimakumbukiranso kukuchezerani anyamata kamodzi ndikukuphikirani china chake ndipo nonse mulibe chidwi.
Anali munthu wa serious yemwe amakondanso comedy; munthu woona wotero amenenso ankakonda kuchita; umunthu wamphamvu wotere yemwe analinso wolerera kwambiri kwa ophunzira a ZMI ndi alendo ku Z House.
Ndizowona kuti sitikhulupirira za moyo pambuyo pa imfa koma zochita zake ndi zisankho zake zimabwereranso mwa omenyera ufulu aliyense yemwe adakhudzidwa ndi Z ndi ZMI ndi chilichonse chomwe adapitiliza kuchita.
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Lydia anakhudza kwambiri moyo wanga. Ndinayamba kugwira ntchito ku South End Press ndili ndi zaka 22 zokha, ndipo zimenezi zinasintha moyo wanga. Mphamvu ndi masomphenya a Lydia zinali gawo lalikulu la zomwe zidapangitsa kuti SEP itheke.
Anali wosatopa, wouma khosi ngati gehena, kavalo wantchito kuposa wina aliyense, wanzeru pazandale komanso wamakhalidwe abwino, komanso oseketsa ngati gehena. Tinagwira ntchito ku SEP, ndipo ine ndimapita kunyumba nditatopa. Koma anapita kunyumba nโkukalemba masewero, kenako nโkuwatsogolera nโkumachita sewero. Sindikudziwa komwe adapeza mphamvu. Masewero ake anali osangalatsa, ankhanza kwambiri, komanso okhudza mtima.
Tinkakonda kuyenda maulendo okwera ndi kutsika gombe lakumโmaลตa kukaona malo ogulitsa mabuku ndi kuyesa kuwapangitsa kuyitanitsa mabuku mโkatalogu yathu. (Izi zinali zaka za m'ma 1980. Palibe intaneti. Palibe amazon.) Tinali ndi zochitika zambiri.
Ndinkamuwona atakhala wotopa, wodzipereka, wowona mtima mwankhanza, komanso wovuta kwambiri nthawi zina. Pa nthawiyo sindinkadziwa zambiri zokhudza iye, koma mungaganize kuti sizinali zokongola.
Zinali zoyenela kuganizila mmene ndingayendele naye ndikugwira naye ntchito chifukwaโฆ.ndi anthu angati omwe ali ndi masomphenya otere?? Osati ambiri. Ndi dalitso kuti ndidakhala nawo m'gawo lake lamphamvu - kudzera pa SEP, Z, ndi ZMI - mapulojekiti onse odabwitsa omwe alemeretsa moyo wanga ndi miyoyo ya ena ambiri komanso omwe sanachitepo kanthu pang'ono potipititsa kudziko labwino. .
Michael - iwe ndi Lydia munapanga mgwirizano wodabwitsa. Zikomo chifukwa chokhala wokhulupirika, kumuchirikiza, chifukwa chogwirizana naye. Munamuthandiza kuti akhale ndi moyo umene ankafuna kukhala nawo.
Lydia Sargent, perekani!
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Ndine wachisoni kumva za Lydia komanso kuluza kwako. Ndidzamukumbukira nthawi zonse kukhala kuwala kotere. M'malo lawi kapena moto kubweretsa chilakolako chochuluka, chidwi komanso kusewera kulikonse komwe kunali kudzoza kwenikweni kwa munthu ngati ine yemwe sindimadziwa kukumbatira mwa ine ndekha. Anali m'modzi mwa anthu oyamba kundipangitsa kudzimva ngati ndine wa kumanzere waku America komanso kuti ndine wamba. Sindidzaiwala zimenezo. Ndidzalimbanabe ndi mzimu wake.
Ndikufunirani inu ndi okondedwa anu mtendere ndi bata panthawiyi. Samalira. Udzu
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Mawu abwino komanso okhudza mtima. Ndine m'modzi mwa omwe sindidzaiwala kupezeka kwake ku ZMI, nthawi zina zomwe sizinali zophweka kwa ine. Ndi zina zambiri. Si ambiri amene amasiya chizindikiro padziko lapansi monga momwe Lydia anachitira. Zowopsya zamanyazi kuti zaka zapitazi zinali zoopsa kwambiri. Pepani kwambiri.
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Ayi, ayi! Mumadziwa kuti izi zikubwera, koma osati mwachangu, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndizowononga. Padzakhala nthawi yambiri m'tsogolomu yoti ndionenso momwe zinthu zidachitikira, koma pakadali pano ndikufuna kukumbukira Lydia ndi momwe amandikondera.
Iye anali wogwirizanitsa ku South End Press kwa bukhu langa la *Socialist Visions*, lomwe linayambitsa chidwi changa pa mutu wa masomphenya womwe udakali chimodzi mwa zilakolako zanga. Anali wotsogolera gulu la ZMI, lomwe nthawi zonse ndimawona kuti ndi imodzi mwazandale zofunika kwambiri zomwe ndidakhalapo nazo. Koma ZMI inalinso nthawi yabwino yocheza ndi iwe ndi Lydia, ndipo ndimakumbukira momwe ndimakhalira ankaganiza kuti zowunikira zake zinali zamitundu yosiyanasiyana komanso umunthu pamisonkhano imeneyo. Tinagawana nawonso zosangalatsa za tennis ndi zisudzo - Ndimakumbukira makamaka kupita kwathu ku South Pacific ndi angapo US Opens pamodzi. Kalanga, zaka ndi matenda ake ankatanthauza kuti tinaonana kawirikawiri m'zaka zaposachedwapa, koma ine nthawizonse ndimayamikira kudzipereka kwake, nzeru zake, ndi ubwenzi wake.
Matenda ake anasokonezanso kwambiri ubwenzi wanu. Koma munakhalabe wodzipereka kwa iye nthawi zonse. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zomwe mumamukumbukira zili bwino kwambiri komanso chikondi chanu pa iye pa nthawi yake yovuta kwambiri zidzakuthandizani pa nthawi yovutayi.
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O Michael, mtima wanga uli ndi iwe. Mawu anu okhudza Lydia ndi okhudza mtima kwambiri, amphamvu kwambiri. Ndikudziwa chomwe kutayikaku kukutanthauza kwa inu, ndipo ndikumvetsetsa momwe izi zakhalira zovutaโฆmakamaka kuwona malingaliro ake akutha. Ululu umene mukumva ndi weniweni, koma chonde dziwani kuti simuli nokha. ndi chikondi chambiri, Leslie
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Ndikupepesa kwa Lydia wamwalira. Msonkho wanu waiwisi, wowona mtima kwa iye ku Znet unali wamphamvu kwambiri. Adachita zambiri ngakhale banja lidasokonekera komanso kunena kwanu kuti njira yabwino yoperekera msonkho ndikukhala ngati iye ali pomwepo. Inu mukuchita izi ndi ntchito yanu yonse yamtengo wapatali komanso polimbikitsa ena.
Ndi nthawi yovuta kwambiri m'njira zambiri. Zabwino zonse kwa inu, Michael.
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Ndikulemba m'maso modzaza misozi. Palibe mawu otonthoza. Kuvutika kwake kwatha, mwina. Ndipo kuvutika kwanu kwina kwathanso. Zomwe mwalemba za iye ndi zokongola kwambiri komanso zogwira mtima. Mwajambula chithunzi cha mkazi yemwe adagonjetsa zovuta zazikulu koma osawalola kuti amufotokozere; adachita zambiri ndipo adabweretsa chikondi ndi chisangalalo kwa anthu omwe adakumana nawo ndikuwakhudza.
Ndilibe mawu oti ndikuuzeni momwe ndikumvera chisoni kuti mukukumana ndi izi, ndikudutsamo panthawi yomwe kachilombo koyambitsa matenda kameneka kali pafupi ndipo simungathe ngakhale kupeza chitonthozo chokhala ndi ena. Funsani ngati mukufuna kulankhulaโฆkapena kungokhala chete pagulu la munthu wina.
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Zomwe mwakhala mukukumana nazo ndi Lydia zaka zapitazi, miyezi ndi masiku ndizoyipa kwambiri. Sichinali chilungamo, kapena njira yolondola yothetsera zomwe zinali zofunika kwambiri moyo ndi ubale. Mwina simudzadziwa chifukwa chake zinthu zidasintha momwe zidakhalira. Koma ndikuyembekeza kuti mโnthawi yachisoni yoopsayi mudzatha kusunga zinthu zabwino zimene mumakumbukira mโmoyo wanu wautali womwe munali nawo limodzi. Iwe ndi Lydia nonse muli mu mtima mwanga.
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Ndili ndi zokumbukira zambiri za Lydia kunyumba ya Z ku Woods Hole. Zinali zochititsa mantha kukumana naye pomwe ndimawerenga zolemba zake mu Z Mag zaka zambiri m'mbuyomu. Koma anali wochereza alendo wachisomo. Nthawi zambiri sindimakhala womasuka m'nyumba za anthu aku America, koma amalankhula bwino kwambiri moti zonse zidasungunuka. Mwina pamene anationetsa kanema wa sewero lake ndi kutiuza za zomwe zikubwera zomwe iye anachita, monga Fireside Theatre-style. Ndipo anali wachisomo kwambiri povomera madzi a mapulo a ku Quebec omwe tidabweretsa, ngakhale anthu ambiri amalephera kupirira. Tidakhalanso ndi kukambirana kosangalatsa za buku lomwe lidalipo panthawiyo la Tim Wise. Zitatha izi tonse tinakakamira za kanema wa Ten Things I Hate About You.
Sindingathe kulingalira dzenje lomwe kupita kwake kwasiya mwa inu. Ndi chikondi ndi kusilira, Dave
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Pepani kwambiri Michael. Kutayika kotani! Jim ndi ine timatumiza chikondi chathu. Timakumbukira bwino Lydia ndi kuwala kwake, luso lake komanso chikondi.
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Ndikumva chisoni kwambiri nditamva za imfa ya Lydia. Ndinangokhala ndi mwayi wokumana ndi kucheza naye kawiri (ku ZMI komanso ku Porto Alegre). Koma nthawi zonse anali wowolowa manja, oseketsa, olandira, wachifundo, komanso wanzeru pazonse zomwe amachita ndi kulemba, monga munthu, wolinganiza komanso wolemba. Adandipangitsa kumva ndili kwathu ku Woods Hole komanso ku World Social Forum. Ndipo ndidaphunzira zambiri kuchokera ku zomwe adakumana nazo nthawi zina za jenda, kupanga zisankho, magawo a ntchito, ndi mabungwe ena - kuyambira SEP mpaka Z.
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Zikomo. Ulemu umenewo unabweretsa misozi mโmaso mwanga. Ndizokongola komanso zosuntha, ndipo Lydia akuwoneka kuti adakhala moyo wodabwitsa, ndipo adadutsamo zambiri. Ndipo ndi cholowa chodabwitsa chotani nanga kusiya m'zinthu zomwe adalenga komanso moyo womwe adakhudza.
Ndaona pafupi kwambiri mmene zimavutira kuthetsa mavuto a mโbanja adakali aangโono. Kupulumuka ndikugonjetsa ndi chinthu choyandikira chozizwitsa.
Mnzanga wina wakale, yemwe ndi mwana yekhayo, tsopano akuyang'anira amayi ake, omwe ali ndi vuto la maganizo. Kuyangโana zimene akukumana nazo kumandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndinalibe lingaliro chabe la kuzama kwa ululu ndi chisoni chimene chimabwera ndi nthendayi. Kotero ine ndikhoza kungolingalira zomwe inu munayenera kupirira.
Pepani kuti sindinakumane ndi Lydia, ndipo ndine wolemekezeka kuti munagawana nane izi. Sindikukayika kuti ndimva zambiri kuchokera kwa abwenzi m'masiku ndi miyezi ikubwerayi.
Samalirani Michael, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti mwazunguliridwa ndi chikondi cha abwenzi anu ndi abwenzi a Lydia, ndikuchirikizidwa ndi kukumbukira moyo wanu limodzi.
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Ndine wachisoniโฆ
โฆmtima wanga uli ndi iwe, popanda iwe ndi Lydia nditangochoka
kolejiโฆ sindingathe kudzitcha ndekha mwamunaโฆ
โฆ Sindikadakhala choonadi changa popanda inu nonse. Kuti
ndimo munali ofunikira inu awiri, muli, ndipo mudzakhala mwa ine
moyo. Chilichonse chokhala ndi South End, Z, ZMI chomwe ndidachita mwayi
bwerani ndikudzikakamiza kuti ndiphunzire kuchokeraโฆ
โฆkodi umadziwa kuti ndinatenga bwenzi langa loyamba, wolemba nyimbo Emily
Shisko, kuti awone Good Will Hunting pamene inali m'malo owonetsera -
makamaka, Pacific Theatre ku Lakewood Mall.
Lakewood, Michael - Zosintha zathu za So-Cal ku Levittown yanu.
Ukunena zoona, akufa satimva.
Koma amoyo amatero. Ali ndi. Tidzatero.
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Ndine wachisoni kumva za imfa ya Lydia. Zikomo pogawana nawo ulemu wosangalatsawu kwa iye.
Ndinasangalala kwambiri kukumana ndi Lydia ndipo ndimayamikira zofalitsa zazikulu komanso zothandizira zomwe adathandizira kumanga. Z ndi ZMI zakhudza kwambiri moyo wanga ndipo zapereka gulu lothandiza la anthu amalingaliro ofanana omwe akuchita ntchito yolimbikitsa. Monga wachinyamata, mipata yomwe adandipatsa idandipatsa malo ogulitsira komanso dera lomwe limapitilira kudzera m'malo ena, mgwirizano, ndi ntchito m'moyo wanga.
April Howard ndi ine tinkakonda kwambiri ZMI. Unali malo abwino kwambiri komanso chikhalidwe, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti cholowacho chikupitilizabe kudzera m'malumikizano omwe tidapanga kumeneko, komanso chitsanzo cha ZMI chopereka chitsanzo cha maphunziro. Ndinkasangalala kucheza naye komanso kudziwana bwino ndi Lydia pa nthawi ya ZMI, ndipo ndinayamikira utsogoleri wake wokhazikika wa ndale mu Z Magazine.
Kudziwana ndi Lydia, komanso iwe, ndi anthu omwe ndinawadziwa ku Toward Freedom, kunandithandiza kuti ndigwirizane ndi anthu ena, achikulire omwe ali ndi ziwonetsero komanso otsutsa m'njira yomwe yathandizira kutsogolera moyo wanga ndi ndale.
Pepani chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu ndipo nditumizireni chisoni changa.
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Ndine wachisoni kwambiri kuwerenga izi, Michael. Mtima wanga ukupita kwa inu ndi banja lanu.
Lydia sindinamudziwe. Ndinkamuona akudutsa koma sitinapezepo mwayi wogwirira ntchito limodzi. Ndinamudziwa chifukwa cha mbiri yake, komanso kudzera mwa inu.
Ndataya anzanga angapo ndi anzanga nthawi yapitayi kuphatikiza ku Covid19 ndi khansa, ndipo mkazi wanga ali ndi azichimwene anga awiri omwe akudwala Alzheimer's. Pali gawo lina la ine lomwe likuwoneka kuti likukhalabe mu ululu, kotero mawu anu aliwonse mu ulemu wanu wokongola kwa Lydia amamveka mkati mwanga.
Inu ndi ine takhala mabwenzi kwa zaka zambiri. Sindikutsimikiza kuti ine kapena wina aliyense akananeneratu zimenezo. Koma ndikunena choncho chifukwa ndi nthawi ngati zino zomwe nthawi zambiri zimathandiza kukhala ndi munthu yemwe mungamufikire ndikucheza ndikudziwa kuti simudzaweruzidwa. Chifukwa chake, comrade & bwenzi, omasuka kulumikizana nanu ngati zingakuthandizireni. Apanso, maganizo anga ali ndi inu.
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Pepani kumva nkhani yomvetsa chisoni, Michael.
Monga mukudziwira, amayi anga anamwalira posachedwa - omwe anali ndi matenda a dementia ndi khansa - kotero ndikumvetsetsa zomwe mukukumana nazo.
Z ndi ZMI ndizofunikira kwambiri m'moyo wanga ndipo ndimakumbukira bwino za Lydia kuyambira nthawi yanga komweko komanso ulendo wanga ku Florida. Sindidzaiwala ndipo muyenera kudziwa kuti mzimu wake umakhalabe m'miyoyo mazana ambiri yomwe adakhudza.
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Pepani, Lydia anali kuwala kowala munjira zambiri. Ndikumva wolemekezeka kwambiri kuti nonse munandiitanira kunyumba kwanu komanso kudziko lapansi, adasintha njira yanga yandale komanso ntchito yomwe ndakhala ndikuchita moyo wanga wonse. Ndikaganiza za iye ndimaganiza za kumwetulira kwake m'dzenje la nkhalango ndikukhala pa siteji. Inu muli mu malingaliro ndi mtima wanga.
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Mtima wanga ukupita kwa iwe Michael. Unali mnzako wabwino koposa amene Lydia akanayembekezera kukhala naye. Ndidziwitseni ngati pali chilichonse chomwe ndingachite. Yohane
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Ndine wachisoni kumva za kutayika kwanuโndi kwa dziko. Zikumbukiro zanu zachikondi ndi kupambana kwanu zambiri zikubweretsereni chitonthozo m'masiku amdima ano.
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Wanga wowona mtima, wachisoni kwambiri kwa inu pa tsiku lachisoni ili. Ndipo zidachitika pa Yom Kippur,โฆ
Kukumbukira kwa Lydia kumapitilirabe m'zolemba zake, nthabwala zake, ntchito zofunika zomwe adathandizira kupeza, ndi njira zosawerengeka zomwe wakhudza mibadwo yambiri ya omenyera ufulu ndi oukira boma.
Zonse zabwino kwa inu, Eric, ndi onse amene akulimbana ndi matenda a Lydia. Khalani bwino!
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uwu, Mike! Mawu amandilephera nthawi ngati izi. Ingodziwani kuti ndimakuganizirani, ndikukumbukira nthawi zabwino ndi Lydia, pomwe adandipangitsa kumva kuti ndili kunyumba ndikulandilidwa ku Woods Hole, ndipo adandiwonetsa momwe akazi ankhanza amakhala moyo wawo. Sindingathe kulingalira momwe ubale wazaka zana ukuwonekera komanso momwe umakhalira, koma zikuwonekeratu kuchokera m'mawu anu olembedwa kuti mumamudziwa komanso kumukonda Lydia m'njira yomwe anthu ochepa amakumana nayo.
Kotero, ndikutumiza chikondi kwa inu kutali.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti lero ndi tsiku lamtendere.
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Chisoni changa chachikulu pakumwalira kwa Lydia.
Ndimakhala pano ndi misozi mโmaso mwanga chifukwa ngakhale kuti sindinamโdziลตe monga munali kumudziลตa, ndimamva kuti anataya monga munthu wodzipereka yekha ndi wodzipereka kuthandiza anthu.
Kupititsa patsogolo ntchito yake ndi ulemu woyenera.
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Ndine wachisoni kwambiri kumva. Ndikupepesa kwanga kwa inu, Michael. Lydia anali zonse zomwe umanena. Anali chabe munthu wolimba. Ndidzakumbukira zokambirana zathu zonse zazifupi. Sindikudziwanso choti ndinene. Ndikumvetsa kupweteka kwanu pochita ndi dementia mwa wachibale. Ndakumana nazo ndekha. Mphamvu ndi zofuna zabwino kwa inu chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu.
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Nditawerenga imelo yanu yomaliza, ndimaganiza kuti mwina izi zidachitika. Ndiye ine ndinawerenga ulemu wanu kwa iye.
Pepani. Kuti anakhala ndi moyo wabwino chotero pambuyo pa chiyambi choipa chotero ndi ulemu kwa iye, kwa iwo amene ankawakonda ndi iwo amene iye anawaphatikiza mu moyo wake. Anachita bwino.
Kutaya ngati kumeneku kungapweteke. Chisoni, m'bale, chisoni - zowawa zonsezo ziyenera kutuluka
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Nkhani yomvetsa chisoni kwambiri. Sindinakumanepo ndi Lydia koma kudzera m'mawu anu adaphunzira kuti sanali bwenzi lanu lokha komanso mzati weniweni wautumwi wanu wodzipereka kuti mukwaniritse chilungamo, chofanana, chomveka, chotukuka komanso chosangalatsa. Kodi tidzafika kumeneko? Sindikudziwa!
Zikomo chifukwa cha chithunzi chomwe mwapereka cha Lydia. Mayi wodabwitsa. Pepani kwambiri bwenzi langa.
Kumeneko, Fernando Vegas
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Lydia sindinakumanepo naye ndipo sindimadziwa zambiri za iye koma akuwoneka kuti anali munthu wodabwitsa, waluso komanso wodzazidwa ndi mzimu wachisinthiko. Ndikumva ululu wa imfa yake m'mawu anu. Khalani olimba, comrade, pamene inu ndi abwenzi ake ambiri ndi ogwira nawo ntchito mukumvetsa chisoni imfa yake. Lydia Presente!
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Zikomo pogawana nawo zabwino izi. Ndikanakonda ndikadakhala mu orb yake. Amamveka ngati mphamvu ya chilengedwe. Munali ndi mwayi kukhala ndi bwenzi loterolo Michael, ndipo muli ndi zokumbukira zambiri. Ndikumva kupezeka kwake mugululi. Medea
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Ndine wachisoni kwambiri kumva za kutaya kwanu. Chilichonse chomwe ndinganene mumachidziwa kale, komabe: Ndimayang'ana mmbuyo pa ZMI ndi maulendo athu a Woods Hole monga nthawi zabwino kwambiri za zaka zanga za m'ma 20, pamene iwe ndi Lydia munatsegula nyumba yanu kwa achinyamata otsutsa opanda zingwe. Kusanthula kwamphamvu kwa Lydia, nthabwala, kumveka bwino, komanso zisudzo sizidzamveka. Izi ndi nkhani zomvetsa chisoni. Monga mzako komanso comrade, ndabwera kudzakuthandiza ngati ungandifune.
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Nkhani yomvetsa chisoni ndithu. Mawu anu anali olunjika komanso osuntha. Ndidzayamikira nthawi imene ndinakhala naye. Inenso sindimapemphera, koma ine ndikumverani inu.
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Mike, ndikudziwa zomwe Lydia adakumana nazo komanso zomwe ukukumana nazo.
Tsopano ndi nthawi ya Aspasia ndi ine.
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Ndangowona zolemba zanu za Lydia. Ndinakhudzidwa kwambiri nazo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ena onse analinso. PTSD ndi mkhalidwe umene ndinadzipeza ndirimo Gail atamwalira. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mutha kuthawa.
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Malingaliro anga ali ndi inu. Ntchito ya Lydia ya chilungamo ndi mtendere, monga yanu, imakhala yodziwitsidwa komanso yowuziridwa.
Khala wolimba m'bale.
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Zikomo pondidziwitsa za imfa ya Lydia. Izi ziyenera kukhala a
nthawi yovuta kwambiri kwa inu. Pepani kwambiri.
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Chisoni changa chachikulu, Michael. Lydia adzakhala kosatha m'makumbukiro anga kukhalabe wankhondo, munthu wabwino, wolemba chowonadi komanso m'dziko lozungulirali, munthu yemwe mungamukhulupirire, zomwe zimamupangitsa kukhala wodzoza komanso munthu wapadera. Ndimakhulupirira kuti tonsefe timakhala ndi moyo kosatha tikakhala ndi moyo wabwino.
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Pepani kwambiri chifukwa cha kutayika kwanu. Ine sindimuyiwala iye. Chabwino Lydia.
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Pepani, Mike. Ndikukutumizirani chikondi ndi mtendere, bwenzi langa.
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Zachisoni kwambiri kumva izi, Michael. Zikomo pogawana nawo ulemu wokongolawu komanso wokhudza mtima. A luta continua. ยกLydia, perekani!
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Mulole Chikumbutso chake chikhale Chamuyaya, Mikaeli. Chisoni changa,
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Pepani chifukwa cha kutaya kwanu, Michael. Zikomo pogawana izi, kugawana Lydia ndi chikondi chanu pa iye. Zabwino zonse kunja uko.
ZNetwork imalandira ndalama kudzera mu kuwolowa manja kwa owerenga ake.
Ndalama