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Ndira 14, 2010.
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Pablo Neruda. Nhetembo dzerudo makumi maviri nerwiyo rwekupererwa. Penguin Twentieth Century Classic. The Museum of Modern Art, NY Chirungu mutauro wemutauro wekodzero yekodzero WS Merwin 1992. P: 50-51.
Aya mavhesi akadzokororwa kasingaverengeki nevese vechidiki vane rudo vezera rangu, apo kupatsanurwa kubva kune watinoda, kwakapwanya zvipfuva zvedu nemarwadzo ekurwadziwa.
Ini hangu handikwanise kunyora nhetembo, asi ndinonzwa kuda kudzidzokorora ndanyorazve kusuwa kwangu kwazvino.
Kushungurudzika muchipfuva changu kwakafanana nekupfupikiswa kwekushushikana kwese kwandakamboita, nekuti kurasikirwa ndiko kukuru kwandinogona kufungidzira, kunyangwe ndisina chokwadi chekurasikirwa kwakanyanya: hupenyu huzhinji mukudengenyeka kwenyika muHaiti pamwe nezviuru. mune dzimwe nyika, kana kurasikirwa kwevanhu nenharaunda yatinogara.
Zvimwe sei kunze kwekushaikwa kwemanzwiro emunhu anogona kudaidza kutaura kweruvengo paTV kwakaitwa naPat Roberson naRush Limbaugh vachipomera njodzi kune vakawirwa muzita rekutenda kwavo kwakashata, kana varume vakachenjera vachipomera kuparadzwa nekushaikwa kwemitemo yekuvaka mu. guta reimwe yenyika dzine urombo pasi rose, kana vatori venhau venhau izvo, kunze kweavo vari kuDemocracy Now (zvechokwadi kune vamwe vandisati ndanzwa kubva kwavari), vari kushandisa kuparadza uye zvitunha. semufananidzo op uye zviri nyore kudzivirira kuisa mumishumo yavo nhoroondo yemasimba ekunze ari kubatsira, kana zvisiri kukonzera njodzi muHaiti. Aya ekupedzisira aizoenda kune imwe nzvimbo, nekukurumidza kana zvinotyisa zvisisatengeswi, kunyangwe zvakaipisisa munyika iyoyo, zvichiri kuuya.
Zvakatonyanya, The Heritage Foundation ichifunga kuparadzwa kweRudzi se "mukana wakanaka" kune mubvunzo wakangwara waNaomi Klein: mukana wei? reparation kana mamwe bhizinesi? Zvino chiziviso cheMutungamiriri weUS: "Takaraira $100 miriyoni Investment" inopa pfungwa inotyisa.
Pane anopokana kuti mukana wacho unosanganisirei? Kubheja kwakachengeteka mukana wepurofiti.
Kuwedzera kutuka kune kukuvara, vaviri vakarembera vakatambudza Haiti kwemakore gumi nemashanu apfuura, vanogadzwa kuti vadzore "kununura" uye kuvakazve nyika yakaparadzwa: Bill Clinton especial nhume kubva kuUN uyo maererano naye pachake, makore gumi nemashanu apfuura akadzosa. Mutungamiri Aristides nemamiriro ezvinhu akashata zvekuti hutungamiriri hwaAristides hwakabviswa nekuchimbidzika kwechipiri ndokuendeswa kuSouth Africa. Bill Clinton zvakare anga achishanda nesimba kuti atange zvitoro zvakawanda zvekudikitira, uko vashandi veHaiti vakadzingwa vanoita muhoro wakaderera uye avo nerubatsiro rwaGeorge W Bush, ane mhosva yezviuru zvevatorwa vekuHaiti vachiparara mumajeri eICE, vaizoronga zvimwe. kushandiswa kwezviwanikwa zvekupedzisira, mabasa akachipa evanhu kuve nechokwadi, nekuti zvimwe zvese zvakatotorwa kubva kune yakanzi naColumbus "Paradhiso Pasi Pano".
Ini handisi munyori wenhoroondo uye handina mirairo mune zvemagariro, hupfumi kana zvematongerwo enyika, saka ini ndinongovimba neruzivo rwangu kuti nditaure pamusoro pezvingangoitika muHaiti mumazuva mashoma anotevera, mwedzi nemakore.
Musi waDecember 23, 1972, pakati peManagua, guta guru reNicaragua rakaparadzwa pakati pehusiku, nhamba yevakafa maererano nehuwandu hwemaguta ose ari maviri inofananidzwa, asi kana nhamba dzacho dzisingachengete kuenzana, zvinofanira kuva. hazvina basa, ose inhamo huru dzevanhu.
MuManagua mhuri dzakakamukana usiku ihwohwo, uye kwakanga kune zvinetso zvakawanda kubatanidzazve mitezo yazvo sezvazvinofanira kunge zvichitoitika muPort au Prince.
Zvese zvekufambiswa kwemashoko zvaive zvadzikira uye vanhu vazhinji vaive vabuda mudzimba nekuti mhemberero dzeHolyday, vaive vatadza kuzorora vachida kuziva kuti mudiwa wavo angave papi, vachitarisira zvakanaka asi vachitya zvakanyanya.
Mangwana acho vanhu makumi matatu, vane nzara uye vakavhiringidzika vanodyara zvinwiwa nechikafu pamwe nezvimwe zvinhu mumatura akaputsika uye akasiiwa nezvitoro zvikuru, vanotanga kushandisa izvo zvinhu kuzvibatsira, vachifunga - hapana mumwe nemumwe, paive nemukana semazuva ese- kuti varidzi vane inishuwarenzi uye chikafu chikasashandiswa nenguva chinogona kukanganisa. Ndiyo nguva yavanoti vanoda kuchengetedzwa, vatsigiri veLaw and Order vanochema kuti pane kupambwa kuri kuitika muzvitoro. Mauto akapinda nepfuti, akadzvinyirira vanhu vachikuvadza, kusunga uye kunyange kuuraya nhamba yaisazivikanwa uye kutora zvinhu zvinotengeswa kuenda kupi? Kuvakuru vavo dzimba dzisina kupokana. Kubva kumauto vakaenda kunove vapambi chaivo. Ndizvo zvichaitika muHaiti here? Pamwe, nerubatsiro rwekusahadzika kwakapihwa kune vanozvisarudzira vanunuri, chaizvo mabhazari ane utsinye, ave kusvika kuchitsuwa.
Ndakapinda muManagua pana Dec 28, ndakanga ndaomerwa nokuyambuka pakati peguta, takamiswa navarwi vakashongedzerwa nezvombo umo mabulldozer akanga achiโchenesaโ marara, โiyi inzvimbo isina ganhuriroโ yakanga iri tsananguro yatakapiwa. Kunhuwa kwacho kwaisvota, munhuwi wenyama yakatsva wakazara mumhepo, zvitunha zvaitungirwa ndokupiswa zvisati zvavigwa mumakuva makuru. Ndinorangarira zvangu ndichikumbira mutyairi wemitero kuti akurumidze ari oga; sezvinozivikanwa, mumaguta ose vatyairi vemitero vanogara vachiziva imwe nzira uye pakupedzisira akandiendesa kwandaienda kuEl Retiro Hospital. Ndava ikoko, ndakaona kuti yakanga yaparara uye yakasiyiwa zvachose nachiremba pachake, hapana akanga aripo kuti ape hutano. Kufanana nevanhu vazhinji, varapi nevakoti, vaine nzira dzehupfumi, vaive vatoenda kune mamwe maguta, "kunotarisa kuti votanga sei zvakare" sezvakazotaurwa gare gare. Ndakafamba ndichienda kwaiva naEl Retiro, chipatara chikuru cheNicaragua ndisati ndauya kuU. Kwekanguva ndakafunga kuti ndakanga ndabatwa chiseko chinoshanda, chataimboridzirana pa28.th yaZvita zuva reVatsvene Vasina mhosva, uye izvo zvakapedzwa nemashoko anoti: โcogรฉ por Inocenteโ (zvichida shanduro: Ndakuwanaโ). Ndakawana munzvimbo iyoyo chipatara chenguva, kwandakaenda kunopa rubatsiro rwangu rwekurapa ndichibatana nevashandi vechipatara chetende icho chave chichiyerera kubva kuPanama uye chinoshandiswa nemauto eUS. Ndakashanda ikoko mazuva akati kuti, saka, ndichiona kuti zvataiita kwaiva kutarisira varwere vakagadzikana, ndakasarudza kutamira kuLeรณn ndichitsvaga vandaishanda navo (vandaimbova vandaishanda navo uye vandinodzidza navo), kuti ndione kana ndaigona kuita zvandaiva nazvo. pfungwa kubva pandinosarudza kuenda nerubatsiro rwekurapa: kugadzira "kutevera" kiriniki yemahara, uko vanhu vakakurumidza kuona panguva yekukuvadzwa, vanogona kuuya kuve nechokwadi chekuti ronda ravo raipora uye kugamuchira kumwe kutarisirwa.
Nechinangwa ichi, ndakanga ndaronga kuti mushonga weTetanus wakawanda, utumirwe kubva kuSanta Fe NM kuenda kuManagua. Zvinhu izvi hazvimbosviki kwazvinenge zvichienda, nekuti ndakaudzwa nemumwe purofesa wedu, panguva iyoyo akagadzwa Gurukota rezvehutano, kuti yaifanira kutanga, kune imwe nzvimbo yakasarudzika pasi pekutungamirwa naTachito (Anastacio Somoza Debayle), akasarudzwa. pachake "murongi werubatsiro rwese kupinda muNicaragua" uye ini ndave ndakasindimara uye ndisingadi chekuita nemudzvanyiriri, regai zvimwe zviito, izvo zvandinodemba zvino. Chinhu chinotevera chandaiziva, ndechekuti jekiseni rakanga radzorerwa kuSanta Fe.
Panguva iyoyo ndipo paya muLeรณn, kwandaifanira kutambura marwadzo makuru epfungwa muupenyu hwangu. Ndakaenda kunoona Mutungamiriri weUNAN weNational University (wangu alma mater), aimbove shefu wangu sekudaidzwa kwavanoitwa pano, aitove watinodzidza naye kuchikoro chesekondari. Akazondizivisa kuti kugadzwa kwangu saProfessor weMicrobiology kwakamiswa nekuti ndakanga ndasiya basa rangu nekuuya kuzodzidziswa kuUS, akandikurudzira kuti ndiende kunotaura naDean nevamwe vanachiremba vekuMedical School (vamwe vandaichimbova vandaishanda navo uye vandaidzidza navo), avo vakanga vachiri โkuendaโ muchipatara chenharaunda cheLeรณn.
"Ndakagamuchirwa" nevaya vandaishanda navo nemashoko akadai: "iwe uri idiot, dzokera kubasa rako rakachengeteka muUnited States, kana ukadzokera kuNicaragua panguva ino iwe uchawedzera makwikwi, isu tava kubva kuManagua. varapi vari kufamba mumaguta edu".
Ndiyo nguva yandafunga kudzokera kubasa rangu muchipatara chidiki chegomo kuChamhembe kweNew Mexico uye ndakatora, ndichimanikidzwa nemamiriro ezvinhu, imwe yenzira dzisiridzo muhupenyu hwangu: kuita zvemishonga kutengesa basa rangu kuti ndiwane muhoro uye kurega kurota ndiri purofesa.
Ini ndinoona panguva ino kuti ndiri kutaura nezvehupenyu hwangu pachinzvimbo, saka ini zvirinani ndidzokere kuchinangwa changu chepakutanga mukunyora idzi pfungwa.
Nguva pfupi mushure mekudengenyeka kwenyika, Somoza akava mutungamiriri wekuvakazve kweManagua. Mhuri yake neshamwari dzake vakaโurayaโ sezviri kutaurwa pano, vachiwana neimwe nzira uye vachitengesazve nemari yakawanda, nzvimbo chaiyo yakaderera apo guta raifanira kuvakwazve. Ivo "vakaronga makambani anosetsa" ekutengesa zvinhu zvekuvakisa uye wan isingachinjiki bhidhi yezvibvumirano zvekuvaka patsva.
Zvinhu zvakadai zvichaitika muHaiti here? Pamwe.
Nechekare nhandare yendege inodzorwa nemauto eUS akashongedzerwa mazino uye akadzidziswa kurwa. Dzimwe nhau dzakaipa ndedzekuti rubatsiro rwepasi rose rwuri kuuya kunhandare yendege rwuri kuendeswa ku "matura" ari kune imwe nzvimbo isati yaburitswa uye kubva ipapo hapana anoziva kuti riinhi, muhuwandu uye sei vangasvika vakakuvara nekudengenyeka kwenyika zororo revanhu vanotambudzwa veHaiti, vaizobhadharwa kwemakore ekushandiswa, izvo zvaunza kusvika pedyo nekuparara zvachose, iyo yaimbova nyika yakanaka.
Ini handidi kuve munhu asina tariro, asi nekunyomba munhu anogona kuti: zvikamu zvevanhu zvakafa uye zvinoramba zvichifa muhuwandu, chimwe chikamu hachina hunhu kana kupofumadzwa nemakaro: saka, kana chimwe chinhu chisina kuitwa nekukurumidza kuchinja. mamiriro ezvinhu, asingaratidziki ari kuitika kusvikira zvino, mukati mechikamu chasara chezana rino ramakore upenyu hwose mupuraneti pasi huchaparara.
Manheru ano ndinofanira kurwisana neni kuti ndine pfungwa dzinoora mwoyo kudaro.
Ndinoshuva kuti dai ndaigona kushinga uye kuva netarisiro sezvinofanirwa kunge zvakaita vanhuwo zvavo, asi ndichitsanangura Pablo Neruda ndinofanira kutaura: Ndinogona kunyora pfungwa yangu inosuruvarisa manheru ano.
Ukuwo, zera rinodzidzisa kuti chinhu chokuchenjera kuita, kufambira mberi. Sezvineiwo, yave nguva yekuti ndinosanganazve neshamwari dzangu macampesinos asina minda ari kushanda mukugadziridza nyika yedu yakasiiwa. Ini ndichaenda ipapo, mune imwe yenzira yangu yekudzokera.
Nyora semuenzaniso, Husiku hune nyeredzi) . (Manheru ano ndinogona kunyora mitsara inosiririsa.)
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