Ini ndanga ndataura nyaya iyi- nemuromo- mazana enguva, mumwedzi mipfumbamwe yapfuura. Inyaya yandinoona ichinakidza, uye ndinoibvunza kuIsrael yese yandinosangana nayo: Wakave sei mupokeri?
Kurerwa kweZionist
Ini ndakaberekerwa uye ndakakurira muIsraeri. Mwanasikana ku "Atheist Jews", veZionists vepanyika, chena collar, yepamusoro yepakati boka, capitalists, Neo-Liberals, "vakavaka nyika ino". Ndakave nekunetsekana kwakawanda kwemukati nemaitiro aya uye mazita ekuzivikanwa. Nguva dzose ndichiziva, pane imwe nguva ndakasarudza kungobvuma kuti ini handifi ndakava munharaunda, uye kubvuma "mupanduki pasina chikonzero" chinyorwa, chandakapiwa nemhuri yangu.
Kuburikidza negwenzi reZionist redzidzo yemhuri yangu, chikoro, uye vezvenhau veIsrael, ndakazviwana ndisina midzi, ndega, asi zvakanyanya sechiveve. Zvinoita sekuti budiriro huru yeparaganda yeZionist ndeyekuita kuti ruzhinji rweIsrael ruve chiveve uye nekuvhiringidzika. Ndaizvidza chikoro (chandaiwanzorondedzera se“chinodzvinyirira”), basa rangu rechiuto (“jeri rine migariro yeshanyo iri nani”), uye mhemberero yenyika (“kubatana kunonyangadza”).
Kuita Rudo - Kunzwisisa Hondo
Kumuka kune chokwadi chaIsraeri kwaizova zvishoma nezvishoma, nezvakawanda zvinopa pfungwa. Heino kureurura kwangu kunonyadzisa: Ndingadai ndakave munhu akasiyana zvachose, nhasi, dai akanga asiri mukomana wangu wekare. Aive mwanakomana wemumiriri uye zvishoma nezvishoma, asi zvakapusa, kuburikidza nekusaverengeka, zuva nezuva nhaurirano dzezvematongerwo enyika, chokwadi chiri shure kweIsrael chakazarurwa kwandiri. Haana kumbosundidzira, haana kumboedza kundinyengetedza, akangopindura mubvunzo wangu uye akandibvumira kufunga.
Mukati meiyi nhambo yamakore matatu, ndakadzidza zvinhu zvakawanda izvo zvaizovamba zvikuru tsitsi, mandiri, nokuda kwamaPalestine. Imwe yenzvimbo huru dzekupa zano yaive a BBC documentary, yandakatumirwa nemumwe wangu, nezvaRachel Corrie, Tom Hurndall naJames miller- vanhu vatatu vekune dzimwe nyika vakapondwa neIDF. Asi kwandiri, nyaya yaizonyanya kunzwika ingava yemakore gumi nemaviri okukura Huddah Darweesh. Huddah akapfurwa mumusoro, nemhondi, akagara mukirasi, uye neimwe nzira akapona, ndokuzopepuka ari bofu. Aka kaiva kekutanga kuchemera muPalestine.
Kumuka Pakati Pekupondwa
Heino kureurura kwangu kwechipiri kunonyadzisa: Apo mumwe wangu neni takaparadzana, chimwe chekutya kwangu chaiva, ndichakwanisa kuziva kusaruramisira, kana ndazviona, kana mumwe wangu asipo kuti aratidze? Iyi yakanga iri mwedzi miviri isati yatanga, uye payakaitika, ndakarega kuzvibvunza ndimene. Ndakanga ndine ruzivo rwakakwana kuti ndione pakarepo manyepo munhau. Ndakatya kuti vaizouraya vanhu vakawanda vasina mhosva, uye sezvo nhamba dzezvitunha dzakanga dzichipinda, ndakashatirwa sechikara chakavharirwa.
Ndofunga ungati ndakarohwa nehana ndichiita basa. Mupanduki wangu akawana chikonzero chake uye ndakatanga pakuedza kwakasimba kwedzidzo. Kupindura mibvunzo yekupedzisira isina kupindurwa mupfungwa dzangu, mukati memazuva mana, ndakava nyanzvi yeIsrael / Palestine, uye ndakatanga kunyora. Ndakava murwiri werusununguko uye kunyora nekushandura kwaizova zvombo zvangu.
Chikonzero Chedu
Ndiri murwiri werusununguko wewadhiropu. Kwemwedzi mitatu zvino, ndakakumbanira kuratidzira kwevhiki nevhiki mumusha weBil’in. Baba vangu havazivi. Kune vazhinji veIsrael iyo West Bank i "nzvimbo yemuvengi". Ini pachangu, ndakanga ndichingoshuvira kusangana nemaPalestine. Munyama, nemaziso angu. Kamwe hazvaizokwana. Rimwe raizopa fungidziro isina kudzika. Saka vhiki imwe neimwe, kwemwedzi mitatu yapfuura, ndanga ndichiwana vanhu ava. MaPalestine haasi dhiabhori, havasi vatsvene, kana. Ivo, zvisinei, vanhu… Ndine chokwadi chekuti baba vangashamiswa.
Heino nyaya yevamwe baba; Mushure mokupikisa, tinowanzogara neshamwari yedu (ini ndichachengeta zita rake pachangu, kana iwe usingafungi), uyo anowanzo kurira uye anokwira kuti akurukure. He was like this pandakasangana naye 3 months ago ,akadaro a day after IDF yapamba mwana wake pakati pehusiku ,akaita seizvi a week after the kidnapping. Aive seizvi nhasi, zvakare, asi pane imwe nguva, kusungwa kwemwanakomana wake kwakasimudzwa. Akatanga kutiudza kuti vakatakura sei mwana wavo vachibuda mumba, kuti ainzwa sei achiridza mhere, achirohwa nemauto. Ipapo murume uyu ane makore 50 okuberekwa akatanga kuchema.
Ndiyo nyaya imwe chete. Shamwari yangu inokuudza mazana akawanda, kana wakagara pavheranda pake uchinwa tii.
Mumwe munhu weIsrael anondishuvira kuti nditurikwe muchikwere kuti ndiite cavort ne "rimwe divi". Isu tine chinhu chimwe chete chatakafanana; Ndinoonawo mativi: Vanhu uye vanhu vakarongerwa kuvauraya. Nhasi, kupfuura nakare kose, zviri pachena kwandiri kuti handisi kuratidzira mukubatana ne "zvavo chikonzero". Ichi chi my chikonzero- yedu chikonzero.
Kuburikidza nePrism yeRusununguko
Mukunyora kwangu, ndinoenderera mberi nekudzidza nguva dzose. Chinyorwa chega chega chinoda tsvakiridzo pazvinhu uye neruzivo rwandisati ndaongorora. Ive iyo nhoroondo, zviitiko zvemazuva ano, zvematongerwo enyika, kana tsika, zvose zvinoratidzika kusungira mukati. Yakanga iri kuburikidza nenyaya yePalestine kuti ndaizowana zvematongerwe enyika uye zvandinotenda zvine musoro, kana kuti ndiri zvematongerwe enyika zvachose! Ndaizoona kuti kune vamwe vanofunga sezvandinoita, uye kuti kusiyana nemamwe marudzi ezvematongerwo enyika, zvematongerwo enyika aya haasaruri munhu. Nyika yakavhurika kwandiri, uye handichatyi. Ndinogona kungozvitsanangura sechiedza.
Mumwedzi mipfumbamwe yapfuura ndanga ndichiongororazve zviitiko zvangu uye dzidziso, kuburikidza neprism nyowani. Ndinoudaidza kuti mavambo erusununguko, nekuti ukangotarisa Israeri uri kunze, unoona kuti zvese zvawakadzidziswa; Zionism, "kuda nyika" (mu "kumutsidzirwa", Zionist Hebrew, mazwi "nyika", "nyika", uye "nyika" anoshandurana zvachose), "kushumira nyika yako", "kuvimbika", "kuda nyika" … Inhema dzese dzinoita kuti uve muchina wekuuraya. Idzi nhema dzave dzichiitwa kare, munhoroondo yese uye geography, uye dzinosanganisira banality yehuipi: Same shit- zuva rakasiyana. Paunoona nhema, wakasununguka.
ZNetwork inopihwa mari chete kuburikidza nerupo rwevaverengi vayo.
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