An Tingafinye kuchokera Kalozera Wovuta Kumbali Yamdima
[Dinani pachikuto kuti mugule kope]
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Monga Wiesel mwiniwake Kamodzi anandiuza kuti:
"Musatembenukire m'mbuyo pa zakale. Ziphatikizeni m'moyo wanu ndipo mudzapambana. Iwalani ndipo mudzaonongeka."
(Chiwonetsero chochokera ku New York, 2003)
Poyamba ankalakalaka akanatha, mofanana ndi anthu ena amene anapulumuka kundende zopherako anthu za Nazi. Tome yoyamba inamutengera zaka khumi kuti alembe. Koma patapita zaka 50, panalinso nkhawa zina. Atapambana Mphotho ya Mtendere wa Nobel chifukwa cha ntchito yake, adakhazikitsa Foundation for Humanity, kuti atsutse zotsutsa zomwe adafuna 'kutsegula mabala a Auschwitz powatsanulira mobwerezabwereza mchere wa zolemba zatsopano.'
Komiti ya Nobel ya ku Norway inaona zinthu mosiyana. Iwo anatcha Elie Wiesel โmboni ya chowonadi ndi chilungamoโ, ndipo ananena kuti โkudzipereka kwake, komwe kunayambira mโmazunzo a anthu Achiyuda, kwafutukuka kukumbatira anthu onse oponderezedwa,โ mโchisonyezero cha โmgwirizano wopanda malire.
Mwina zinatero. Koma ineyo sinali uthenga umene ndinaumva kwa iye. Masabata angapo mutalowa nawo The New York Times, ndinapemphedwa โkuchitira umboniโ pa nkhani zimene anakamba ku Romania, ndipo zimene ndinaona mobwerezabwereza zinali nkhani za Nazi. Wiesel adatsegula nyumba yosungiramo zinthu zakale m'nyumba yake yaunyamata, komwe iye ndi banja lake adathamangitsidwa mu 1944.
'Ndiko koyamba kuti abwerere kwa nthawi yayitali,' adandiuza motero mkonzi wakunja, amene mwachiwonekere anauzidwa kuti agone bwino, 'chonde chonde ganizirani zopitako masiku angapo m'mbuyomo. Ndikupatsani manambala a Wiesel.'
Anayenda ulendo wa masiku atatu, moperekezedwa ndi kazembe wa US, mkazi wa Wiesel, alangizi awiri, wolemba mbiri, wolemba mbiri, komanso gulu la anthu amalonda. Tinadya limodzi ndi nduna yaikulu ya ku Romania, ndipo tinakwera ndege ndi pulezidenti kupita ku nyumba ya Wiesel ku Transylvania. Analimbikitsa atsogoleri onse awiri kuti adzudzule mtsogoleri wanthawi yankhondo, Ion Antonescu, yemwe adapha Ayuda ndi ma gypsies okwana kotala miliyoni. Mwachidziwitso, boma linamukana, koma chithunzi chake chidakali m'nyumba yawo, zomwe zinalepheretsa Romania kuti alowe nawo ku NATO, ndikukhala ndi magulu ankhondo aku America.
Wiesel anandiuza kuti: 'Zinali zosatheka kulamulira maganizo anga, atauza achinyamata a ku Romania kuti azidya agogo awo.
'Afunseni ngati agwetsa misozi, ngati akulira, ngati anagona bwino,' analimbikitsa motero. Ndiyeno ana inu, mukadzakula, muuze ana anu kuti mwaona Myuda wina ku Sighet akufotokoza nkhani yake.
pamene Times kusindikizidwa kulemba kwanga nkhaniyo, motalika kuposa china chilichonse chomwe ndidalemba, Wiesel adandiyimbira kuti andithokoze.
'Mwachijambula bwino kwambiri,' adatero. 'Chonde lemberani.' Choncho ndinamvera zimene ananena ndipo ndinamuimbira foni ku ofesi yake.
Cholinga cha maziko ake chinali 'kuthana ndi mphwayi, tsankho ndi chisalungamo, kupyolera mu zokambirana za mayiko ndi mapulogalamu okhudza achinyamata'; mwa kuyankhula kwina, kudzera mu ntchito ngati chikondwerero chathu. Anakonza zoti akakumane ndi Wiesel kunyumba.
Ndinadabwa poyamba ngati tifika pa adilesi yolakwika. Kunali kofunikira kwambiri ntchito yopenta, ndipo kunalibe omenyera makomo a Park Avenue. Koma wapolisi wina anatilowetsa mโchipinda chamโmwamba, kumene munthu wina wodziwika anaima pakhomo nโkudikirira pakhomo. Iye ankawoneka ngati Woody Allen, kuchotsera wisecracks; pokhapokha mutawerenga makwinya pamphumi pake.
'Lowani, lowani,' anatero Wiesel. Ndinatsatira modekha, anzanga onse ali pa chidendene changa.
Nyumbayo inali yophunzirira bwino. Makoma ake anali aang'ono koma a Yudaica, omwe anali m'mabuku ndi mipukutu ya zikopa zikwi zikwi. Wiesel atatembenuzira nsana wake patebulo lake, anationetsa mipando patebulo lokwera pamaondo. Ndinadziลตikitsa enawo, ndi cholinga chathu: G anali Mserbia, J anali Croat, ndipo tinali kugwirira ntchito limodzi pa kuyanjananso.
Wotilandirayo ankawoneka wodekha. 'Ndiye mukuchoka Times?' adatero, pokumbukira zomwe ndidamuuza.
'Inde.'
Anapuma mochititsa chidwi. 'Zochititsa manyazi,' anatero. 'Chinachitika ndi chiyani?'
'Ndi nkhani yayitali.'
'Pitirirani.'
'Amakonda kwambiri zakale ku Balkan, ndipo nkhani zawo zamasiku ano ndizowopsa. Iwo sangavomereze kuti zimapanga tsogolo. Ndikutanthauza kuyang'ana Iraq.'
Mawu a Wiesel anali ofatsa. 'Nkhondo imeneyi,' anatero molimbikitsa, 'ikusokoneza.'
Ndinayenera kuvomereza. M'mawa womwewo, NBC idathamangitsa mtolankhani, chifukwa chonena kuti pangakhale zifukwa zodzudzula America. Osati kuti izi zidakulitsa kuwukirako, koma zidaphwanya malamulo osalembedwa azama media, motero sizinali za America.
'Zimene sindikumvetsa,' Wiesel anatero, 'ndichifukwa chake samangotenga Hussein ndiyeno amatulukanso.'
Nkhope ya G idakwezeka. 'Mukutanthauza bwanji?'
Mikono ya Wiesel inayang'ana kumaso kwake pamene ankayankhula. 'Bwanji samatumiza James Bond?' adatero.
Ndinamuyang'ana mopanda kanthu.
'Nanga bwanji British SAS yanu?' anapitiriza. 'Kapena ma commandos aku Israeli ovala yunifolomu yaku America?'
Palibe aliyense wa ife amene ankadziwa kumene angayang'ane.
'Sindikutsimikiza kwenikweni kuti n'zosavuta choncho,' ndinatero.
Malingana ndi maziko a Wiesel, 'pamene ulemu waumunthu uli pachiwopsezo, malire a dziko ndi kumverera kumakhala kosafunika'. Kodi izi zikutanthauza kuti wina ayenera kuukira America, kapena kutumiza migwirizano ya anthu ofunitsitsa kulanda Palestine? Sindinafunse. Mulimonsemo, wotilandirayo anasintha nkhaniyo.
Iye anauza anzangawo kuti: โTandiuzani, nโchiyani chatsopano mโmayiko a ku Balkan? Kodi anthu amaganizabe Karadzic ngwazi?'
'Bwana,' mutu wa G unali kugwedezeka pakhosi pake, 'Ndikuganiza kuti zigawenga zonsezo ziyenera kukhala m'ndende. Vuto ndiloti kundende ndiko komwe amakumana. Kumeneko ndi kumene Serb Republic inabadwira. A Karadzic amayamba kuba zinthu zomangira.'
Chipumi cha Wiesel tsopano chinali chitanyunyidwa kwambiri moti chinkawoneka ngati chaphulika. Koma kodi anthu ali okonzeka kukumana ndi zakale?' adatero. 'Kodi pali chiyembekezo chotani cha utsogoleri watsopano ku Serbia?'
'Inemwini, sindikuwona atsogoleri oti andisangalatse,' adatero G. 'Sitikufunanso nkhani zomwe timazunzidwa. Anthu kumeneko ayenera kudziganizira kwambiri. Andale adagwirizana mwamphamvu pankhani ya Kosovo, koma sanapange chilichonse pazaupandu, pamaphunziro, kapena pazaumoyo, zolimbana ndi ziphuphu, ndi china chilichonse chomwe chimatanthauza moyo.'
J adavomera ndi mutu. 'Sitingathe kusintha zakale,' adatero. 'Tiyenera kukwera.'
Ndinaona kutsegula kwanga. 'Anzanga akukonzekera chochitika chapadera m'chilimwe chino,' ndinatero. 'Akufuna kugwirizanitsa Aserbia achichepere ndi anansi awo. Padzakhala mazana angapo zikwi, onse kukhala bwino. Cholinga chawo nโchakuti asinthe mmene anthu a ku Balkan amaganizira.โ
'Izi zikumveka zofunikira,' adatero Wiesel.
Ndinatsegula chikwama changa, ndikumupatsa imodzi yathu mabulosha. 'Tiyenera kupanga china chosiyana m'dera limenelo,' ndinatero. 'Ngati sititero, onse adzakhala otsekeredwa m'magulu oipa.'
'Koma nditani?' Wiesel anandichonderera.
Nthawi ya choonadi inali itakwana. 'Tinkayembekezera,' ndinatero, 'kuti mudzatithandiza kupeza ndalama. Tikufunika kupeza ndalama zokwana madola milioni imodzi.' Wiesel anagweranso pampando wake ndi dzanja kukamwa. Anali yekha mnyumba yake yaku New York ndi miyala itatu. Ndipo akuwoneka kuti akumugwetsera pansi chifukwa cha Ayuda olemera. Tinali ndi mwayi analibe snipers pansi panjira, kapena Mossad hotline zobisika mu lampshade. Kapena mwina adatero, ndipo amangosewera nthawi.
'Mukudziwa,' anatero pang'onopang'ono, 'ndithu Gates akhoza kuchita chinachake.' Ankaoneka kuti akutanthauza munthu wolemera kwambiri padziko lapansi.
'Inde,' anadandaula, akuyambiranso, 'kapena mwina Wolfensohn, ku World Bank. Ndikhoza kufunsa.'
Anatimwetulira motsimikiza mtima mokayikitsa. 'Inde, inde, ndingafunse.'
'Ndizo zabwino kwambiri za inu,' ndinatero. 'Kodi mukuganiza kuti mungakhale ndi yankho liti?'
'Ndipatseni milungu iwiri, itatu,' anatero Wiesel. 'Ndikhulupirireni, ndidzafunsa.'
Ngakhale kuti tinamuimbira mobwerezabwereza, sitinamveponso.
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